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15 May 2004
...:::>>> t-h-E-r theR <<<:::......:::>>> t-h-E-r theR <<<:::...
Tho on dis particular fridae, i can finally relax myself and pao1 kai1 every worries, i kinda find tat todae is passing by really really slowly as if it'll still need another million hours before it can finally end it... Frankly saein, i've been cooped in the house fer' the whoLe morning and afternoon le, with no one ta tok to..no 1 ta sms to **hehe can't be blame cuz i can't**..and no internet ta use until now...sigH. finally realised tat i dun likE the feelin of beinG left ALL alone...sitting quietly all dae in a quiet living room, sha3 sha3 de yi ge ren sitting dere, cracking my brain & trying my best ta figurE out wheRe all dese small pieces shud g0 into hahaRx shud noe wad im makin ba ... teehee feel tat im abit toot~ neh. sigH..n0w onLine oso not many tokin to me **whhhhyyy ner??** haharxx sen jinG binG! Orite mebe ... it's really timE ta have a lonG "moment" of silence to myself bahx , tink it's X ta think thinGs thru carefully ? and zi4 xi4 de make my own decisions...question mark ++ well i've been thinking alot dese few daes but im not even sure of myself WHY am i thinking bout dem ... haii my feeLins arE so so messed up now ... hoW neh? hahaRx nid TLC suddenly worX.. siao GER!!!
Hao le ....stopping here. LUV YA GUYS!
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