___....NikkiGer....___

Now im not realli in a good mood so please forgive me if u happen to read anything tat'll probably spoil ur mood or sth. I'll try not to, sorrie` Haaww I'm now fuming about something in particular but..but i dunno what actualli is tat something. I hate dis alot! I hate it when i'm actualli angry over a "something"...which i dun even noe! Tho i tried not to be angry cause' i noe it's stupid but there is still something in me tat keeps troubling me . Argh~! Im feelin so xing1 ku3 wor! ="( I can't tell anione or anibody about how im feelin now cause i can't` I dunno how to! I feel so lost, so helpless ` i dunno exactly wad am i suppose to do now ` I realised tat im actualli sumone who dun realli noe howta control their own feelins. I dunno howta make myself happie or at least stop myself from being angry over a stupid something tat i can't even figure out. I tink tat's what makes me such an unhappie person bahz, it's juz cause' i dunno howta handle my own feelins. That's wad! Now up till this point, i know tat i'm angry about myself--fer' beinG so hardy damnie toot~ but it's definitely not tat something i'm fuming over.. You might not believe this but now i have a sudden urge of throwing whatever things tat's in my sight, especially tat stupid phone over there! Hate at the sight of it! I'm even thinking of yu3 shi4 ge2 jue2-in fer the WHOLE of the june holidaes, shut myself in the house and not go out. Don't feel like seein anibody or anything...at the moment. Ehhhh but tat's not possible cuz im dieeeiiinnn to get out =P bleahx! Hex so have anibodie realise tat im a mad person actualli, hmm so u all noe wad ta do rite ---- better dun get close to me , tat's wad. LOLX. Though i can't exactly sae out wad im angry bout but i do feel so much better writin out how am i feelin at this moment. Hex! it works! Haaww~ i nid nobodie to comfort me actualli cuz i dun want anyone ta tong2 qing2 wo3, i bet nobody is la..kkies bit toot here. Fine no one cares okie okie. END!

Thinking..::: Sometimes, u make me realli angry but mostly, it's usually the opposite. *ouch!* my ulcers hurt! =D

Bao zhe ni ku bao hao
Tong guo de wo ye bei liao jie
Ni de beng kui Wo de chong qian
Jing jing de ji zai yong bao jian
Bao zhe ni ki hao wen nuan...