<--- Strawwiiee --->

yakx peep ` so long nv blog le me ` haiX holiday so wat ... i hate it ! nothing to do at home ` troubles duo1 duo1 ` hahas ` i hate troubles .. ` how i wish all the troubles will just disappear from my mind ` =) even though i have alot of troubles ... but leh , i can cope de =) i wont be defeated so easily.. ` power ~ ;) hee ` eehh , odd worX .. i realise i have nothing to write about here ` hahas ` numb by troubles ` hpmh! suddenly so so angry .. i hate it when ppl keep things from me ` why muz all these happen to me ? =P i cannot.. i dunno how to heed advices ` i dunno how to ` maybe thats me , i have my own way of thinking ` my new motto in life --> do what you want to do.. ` =) though its not really a good thing ` i know i cant control myself de lor ` hahas.. wat the hell i talking bout wor ` LORSS ` =) so peeps.. no use trying to change my mind bout things ` normally i do things thinking i have my own reasons ` despite the fact that sometimes those "reasons" are ridiculous and stupid ` hahaass ` but the most important thingie leh is that i know i will be happy coz i believe myself ` so why not just do what i wanna do ? even though all these things that im telling myself are simply crappy ` but they are the things that make me have more confidence ` =) so i still believe in dem de wor ` =) no matter how crappy they are ` haiz ` just hope i can really continue in doing MY things and continue being confident in myself =) ` maybe this way i will offend alot of ppl in the process of doing what i think is right but what ppl think is wrong ` but ... i just wanna believe myself and be siao1 sa2 for once .... hope i can do it bah ` strawwiiee hopes everyboddii will have a nice holiday !!

tHot oF D dAy ---> i WiLl Do iT iF i KnoW i wiLl bE haPpy DoinG iT =)