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t00ya! Ya "tooya"..wad's the meaning of it anyway? :::>> i dunno. People's been asking me this loads of time "What's tooya?" and this question owas leaves me speechless HaHaX`...ermm kind of. I dunno when or how did i thought of this word ... and obviously of course i dunno the meaning of it Heez* Well this is me, owas making things up, just to make them special and unique hahaha`
Oh ya, i'm so glad that i finally get to see a new post that is not posted by...ermm me? hahaX` Think people are getting sick of my post HaX but i bet J would be posting more here if only she could get her com repaired =) Haww~ miss you guys lotsa ya noe HeHex. I've not been contacting you two fer' quite some time le, so how are things going on? Okie? Fine? Great? Jeez, i hope so. If there is any probx or whatsoever, just give me a call kies, I'm willing to lend a listening ear Heez* =) I sound as though i'm so wei3 da4 like tat wor but no, i'm just playing my part as a friend, a friend who cares and listens to you..HaHaRx wad crap. OKIE it's not crap. =D
Hmm this week wasn't really a good one. I don't know why, fer any reason , I've been feeling errmm should i describe it as down? and i'm feeling really heavy inside me. It had become so unbearable and this "weight", I cannot carry it any longer. Problems were popping up one by one, i don't know why, and all of them were unsolved or unfigured while some are even unclear. Fer' one reason, i don't know why in the first place, they have pop up in MY life. Well i know they should, cause' everyone does so why shouldn't it come into my life. But all these problems...had been in my mind fer' days & days and they are making me feel terribly confused and hurt. This week came as a real struggle...I've never ever felt so needing, lost and helpless before. I felt that things are being taken away from me and there seem to be no one i can ask for help. i feel restricted from my words and actions. I dun dare to express my probx to the others. I dunno why i've been feeling that people had grew a dislike on me, i dunno. Well i remembered my mum told me on the day when i broke down, she said tears are meant fer much, much more worthwhile things and pondering over worries that will only make your life worst than ever is so so not worth it. Why think them through if they make you so depress and bad..Yea it's so bloody true and i feel so blessed to have my mum as my mum and that phone call, haww~ so glad i had that phone call. Heez* Well no matter what guys and gers out there, remember my mum's words okies. It helps, really. Kies i'll end here and a little word from me to you

" He loves you because you are so wonderfully made " *Hugs*