Love, Hate, which to choose? <body>
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Y 19 July 2004
== eMeriE ==
HAIZ ` finally i managed to type smth... harhaZ ` omGx this esther wrote so many long posts, muz win her muz win her lolx... let's seeee , wat happened yesterday ? nothing much, just another normal saturday.. Go for Co, play play play den cum home den slack den kena nag den eat den slp.. lyk pig sia lolX + ` hmmmm, i like yesterday's practice me and Esther down there sms-ing each other lolXX ` like so lame.... in e same room den sms... oOoOooooOO omgX Esther wanna puke lea, how ? harHaZ + hhmmmm and i wrote a very long entry in my dairy yesterday... izzit dairy or diary ? till now i still dunno ` lolx disgrace + den ... .... wat happened on friday ~ ? okie nth that can be put in here haRhaZ ` thursday .... ART !! hey art was fun .... well, for me ` i did portraiture again... did it before in primary five marh ` but guess i prefer the p. five one barh ... more well done harhAz ` den the mask -- hmmmm , good good + fun for me ... my mum got a shock when she saw mine lolXx ` guess its too er..... unacceptable for her age group ` wat kinda logic + omGx , haaww ? think im gonna fail me geography liaoX ~ i hate this man ... i just cant work hard, dun understand myself ---- and i dun understand other ppl also.. those that give up ` why ? why ? why ? why ? haiz .. i think nobody knows how i feel.. seeing smth liddat happen... its just.... so saddening ` what izzit like ? like....... u just nit one more mark to pass ur exam... but u just dun get it + haiz ` feel like banging the wall, really ... i believe.. i believe that he's not giving up ` but i dun see it ... and i can't feel it -- alamak lar lolx.. god is not helping anyone here ` and i dun understand y ... y give it to him den take it away ? WHY ? sobs sobs + okie drop it.... haizzz , just cant help it... now i know how parents feel when their children refuses to study properly ... i feel like a mother now lolXxX .. thats bad, im getting old ` haiz... guess i cant put all the things i wanna write here liaoZ ` next time lor, anyway its a long term trouble + seems like it can't be solve so quickly... ... haiZZz ` den i shat up lorXx ` whEeeE ~~
thoTX ---> y duN gO fOr iT whEn YoU cAn gEt iT ` yOu cAn gEt iT buT yoU leT iT sLip ` i haTe u foR it +
