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17 July 2004
17 July 2004
II:: thEr.theR ::II
*in the school lib*
TEN more weeks to end of year exams??!! wOoOshh ! This can't be happening..oh no no no~ This is..yea..way too fast. I can't imagine myself looking at my report book and J.X's ones and see the classes that we are being streamed to..DIFFERENT! I'm having goosebumps now man...this would be one of my worst nightmares. Oh please please please..let miracles happen on us, please~ Possible? possible? ` Yes there is still a possibility...there MUST be ! sigh~
Now im gonna ask myself...Have i really changed as really badly as what they'd said? J.X sae i didn't..but why they think so ? Yar..it's E.T's fault i see. E.t, e.t and stilL E.T ! haii~ No one ever tells me what or how I've did wrong..in this way, how am i ever gonna to know my mistakes and then be a better me?! But sometimes, I'm not even in the wrong ` dunno. This morning, i have to admit, I went bit' crazy and moody. I'm starting to suspect that im actually suffering from depression...cause' no one actualli re3 wo3 but my moods just went topsy-turvy suddenly. When people laugh, I was like thinkin,"What's so funny?", "Not funny!". <<--Crazy, i noe. Miss Lee was saeing funny things that I'm actualli not interested in! Usually..USUALLY i'll laugh along with everybody but not this morning.. I was not paying any attention during the whole lesson instead i was scribbling really "furiously" on a paper!!! What's the matter with me? Think i nid to see a psychologist le..=( Xin1 li3 yi1 sheng1 where are you??!! haww~~ I'm sorry, J.X. Im definitely not me this morning. I predict that the next few mornings in school will also be like that..so qian1 jiu4 dian3 =) Maybe the best thing to do is to leave me alone..mm~ think it's better.. at least dun care bout me during the mornings.. HOR! But luckily no one notices anything wor.. or else they think im being ridiculous, crazy, bai chi or sth. I bet this morning J.X must have thought that I'm being ridiculous or wad bahx..right? Sorry..i didn't really mean to be like that..dui4 bu4 qi3 o `
*at home*
hEx xinYi! It's really gre8t staying in school till so late right? haRx ` todaE we practically "explored" the whole of the school's compound wor. Me, xy & Joanna. Poor Jo..had ta run along with us. =P Suan4 wo3 men2 unlucky todae..got up to class at such late hours, when all the 1st, 2nd and 3rd storey's classrooms were all locked and then later knowing that we've actualli left the class keys IN THE CLASSROOM ITSELF! The GO was of no help man..din't even help us in one bit. Just told us to find the "ah-pu-nei-nei" xiao4 gong1 to get the key keys..argh~ we were like running up and down, left and right just to find the Indian caretaker.. until i'm sho beat man~ *yawns* now talking to xy on the phone, and we are now suspecting that the homeworks given cannot be that littLe ! Could it be that few only (J.X recently started calling me that + the eyes looking at me)? I dun even noE what hoMmiE we were given noRx *stuck out tongue* can sumone tell us? Just to confirm?
Dunno why these few daes I'm actualli craving fer' alot of things..hEeZ like choCoLateS, sittiNg at thE bacK of a lorRy in tHe morninG and sit in the cool rushing air *zan4!*, take a wet walk at the beach..blah blah blah.. I crave fer' these things cause i dun usually get to enjoy them most of e time..eksept fer' chocoLateS. And i realised that sitting at the top of the stairs at Tampines Stadium with J.X is really that fun and relaxing !! Nice! My first time doing that too. We were laughing at every funny and wired actions the ppl there are doing. Like this guy who runs with such wide steps LOLx` he's posture was damn funny! This reminds me of the way xy ran too but hers hers, obviously not the same way the man run la. Or else i'll drop down on all fours seeing that waHahAhaHARx` I forgot who suggest it but i think we'll be scheduling on going to the TM stadium every wed! w0ohOo, a day to really laugh all our worries and troubles out! heEz* Now everydae seems to be booked hahaRrX..so "busy" wor. =)
Let's see..hers hers hers, i like write bit too0o lonG le hoRx. OKies i'll better stop! kies sEeyaR jExlinGs!!
sUddEn thOts * tAkE a wAlK wiTh mE. feEl the coLD aiR bloW oN ouR facEs. lEt alL ouR woRriEs bE bLoWn away~...
*in the school lib*
TEN more weeks to end of year exams??!! wOoOshh ! This can't be happening..oh no no no~ This is..yea..way too fast. I can't imagine myself looking at my report book and J.X's ones and see the classes that we are being streamed to..DIFFERENT! I'm having goosebumps now man...this would be one of my worst nightmares. Oh please please please..let miracles happen on us, please~ Possible? possible? ` Yes there is still a possibility...there MUST be ! sigh~
Now im gonna ask myself...Have i really changed as really badly as what they'd said? J.X sae i didn't..but why they think so ? Yar..it's E.T's fault i see. E.t, e.t and stilL E.T ! haii~ No one ever tells me what or how I've did wrong..in this way, how am i ever gonna to know my mistakes and then be a better me?! But sometimes, I'm not even in the wrong ` dunno. This morning, i have to admit, I went bit' crazy and moody. I'm starting to suspect that im actually suffering from depression...cause' no one actualli re3 wo3 but my moods just went topsy-turvy suddenly. When people laugh, I was like thinkin,"What's so funny?", "Not funny!". <<--Crazy, i noe. Miss Lee was saeing funny things that I'm actualli not interested in! Usually..USUALLY i'll laugh along with everybody but not this morning.. I was not paying any attention during the whole lesson instead i was scribbling really "furiously" on a paper!!! What's the matter with me? Think i nid to see a psychologist le..=( Xin1 li3 yi1 sheng1 where are you??!! haww~~ I'm sorry, J.X. Im definitely not me this morning. I predict that the next few mornings in school will also be like that..so qian1 jiu4 dian3 =) Maybe the best thing to do is to leave me alone..mm~ think it's better.. at least dun care bout me during the mornings.. HOR! But luckily no one notices anything wor.. or else they think im being ridiculous, crazy, bai chi or sth. I bet this morning J.X must have thought that I'm being ridiculous or wad bahx..right? Sorry..i didn't really mean to be like that..dui4 bu4 qi3 o `
*at home*
hEx xinYi! It's really gre8t staying in school till so late right? haRx ` todaE we practically "explored" the whole of the school's compound wor. Me, xy & Joanna. Poor Jo..had ta run along with us. =P Suan4 wo3 men2 unlucky todae..got up to class at such late hours, when all the 1st, 2nd and 3rd storey's classrooms were all locked and then later knowing that we've actualli left the class keys IN THE CLASSROOM ITSELF! The GO was of no help man..din't even help us in one bit. Just told us to find the "ah-pu-nei-nei" xiao4 gong1 to get the key keys..argh~ we were like running up and down, left and right just to find the Indian caretaker.. until i'm sho beat man~ *yawns* now talking to xy on the phone, and we are now suspecting that the homeworks given cannot be that littLe ! Could it be that few only (J.X recently started calling me that + the eyes looking at me)? I dun even noE what hoMmiE we were given noRx *stuck out tongue* can sumone tell us? Just to confirm?
Dunno why these few daes I'm actualli craving fer' alot of things..hEeZ like choCoLateS, sittiNg at thE bacK of a lorRy in tHe morninG and sit in the cool rushing air *zan4!*, take a wet walk at the beach..blah blah blah.. I crave fer' these things cause i dun usually get to enjoy them most of e time..eksept fer' chocoLateS. And i realised that sitting at the top of the stairs at Tampines Stadium with J.X is really that fun and relaxing !! Nice! My first time doing that too. We were laughing at every funny and wired actions the ppl there are doing. Like this guy who runs with such wide steps LOLx` he's posture was damn funny! This reminds me of the way xy ran too but hers hers, obviously not the same way the man run la. Or else i'll drop down on all fours seeing that waHahAhaHARx` I forgot who suggest it but i think we'll be scheduling on going to the TM stadium every wed! w0ohOo, a day to really laugh all our worries and troubles out! heEz* Now everydae seems to be booked hahaRrX..so "busy" wor. =)
Let's see..hers hers hers, i like write bit too0o lonG le hoRx. OKies i'll better stop! kies sEeyaR jExlinGs!!
sUddEn thOts * tAkE a wAlK wiTh mE. feEl the coLD aiR bloW oN ouR facEs. lEt alL ouR woRriEs bE bLoWn away~...
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