--= sTraWwiiEe =--

hEEYY !! its kuan wei's birthday today ! lolX. hope he's having a wonderful one ` what a friday, dun have to go for CCA -- WoohOo -- =p Hmmmm, i should learn how to feel what i suppose to feel at the right time now, i guess ` i always feel sad when ppl are happy, den when ppl are sad, i feel happy ` when ppl are cold, i feel hot, when ppl are hot, i feel cold ` smth wrong with my nerve system or smth, perhaps. who knows? i might be the one whos wrong all the while.. i nv ever manage to figure out whether im rite or wrong ` but being a stubborn person, i doubt i will admit im wrong =/ + hate myself sumtimes. hate myself for not having the ability to do things ` hate myself for being paranoid and so moody at the wrong times. hmmmm, it cant be helped, i have to love myself before i love anyone else + so wadda hell is love?
=P , guess there's no rite or wrong answer to that ` everyone has their different opinion + i dun understand god, what is he doing? ya.. that's the thing ` he's not doing anything. i've seen too much of cases like this. wasted talent coz of stupid reasons + i hate the world for it ` why ? dun understand why muz such things happen ` nth could helped it + hmmmm, i dunno how im gonna help myself man ` this is scary, and it seems like my troubles are also troubling certain ppl + so guess i should just keep my troubles to myself and not show it >difficult difficult< lolX ` no choice no choice, i will be a moron also if i trouble ppl with my troubles. i've got enough of sadness in me, i dun want it to be pass to others =( ` sounds chim. haRhaZ , gonna shut here and settle my troubles =/ byEeEeEeEiiiii + huhx ++ ( '-' )

" six more months ` whether u wanna work for it or heck care bout it i cant do much. but i can tell u if u wanna heck care bout it, i think u are hopeless ` and if u wanna work hard for it, i hope u do it the rite way and get results u want "

tHot ----> i'Ve aLwAyS bELiEve iN yOu, duN diSaPpoiNt mE` iGnoRe tHe mOrOn anD liStEn hArD + i SeE tHe tAlEnT iN yOu aNd wiSh fOr yOu tO shInE briGHtlY ` duN giVe uP aNd yoU cAn dO iT + huGX `