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10 July 2004
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I just looked through our past entries just a few mins ago and haww~ i realised how things happened so fast and so..erm in a flash. Those posts were blogged only months ago, ermm wait!, it's just only TWO months back only..! But look at how things had changed and happened within these two short months..it's LOTS. Maybe to me. No one can ever read the future, not to sae predict one..At one time, one can still be happy about things round them but without knowing what will come next,
boom! things are suddenly starting to turn out the way one feared and are scared most. We can't probably predict all these..and sometimes these things just come unexpected. When things come unexpected, you will be unprepared for it..The unprepared-ness will eventually make you all hurt and down and sometimes, it could also make one feel as though he or she is losing him or herself. I know, this isn't the bestest feeling in the world, it might also just be the lousiest and most bitter feeling in the whole wide world. But we still have to face them and even taste them in the end. You might think only people who are strong in mind will be able to overcome all these but you might just be wrong, cause weaklings can defeat them too, if they are willing to try and fight it.. Hmm i'm not that sure whether i'm at the stronger side or at the weaker side..maybe somewhere in between? Not sure`
Well some things just have to take time, courage and willingness, as what strawiiee had said just let time take the job and don't worry much. Yea quite true too heEz* (my first attempt to smile) I think everybody should just go and see what strawbErriE had wrote for' my TT, especially kawaii dotx...that TT might just probably be the warmest TT i'd ever received hahahRx` it's really really nice of you wor =)*Laughs* I din noe words can actually be expressed in such a wonderful and warming way until J sent that fantabulous TT..haww~ it feels so gre8t inside reading that testi of hers =). God sure is good to me..fancy sending such wonderful friends to my life heEz* Praise the Lord! Smiles.. (Dunno ah yi finish her post liao anot? Sure haven one waHaHaHARxx ! But at least she's WRITING! =D) I think all she need ish to get the hang out of writing a post by expressing herself more! She needs to loR and sometimes i'm wondering..did she ever use her brain? haRx! I'm starting to suspect that she don't..hahahahahRrxx`` woops! =P
Okies bah, hope she's finishing. *End here with a bear hug*
Th0ugHt oF t00-daE * `i wAnNa noE whAt eXcAtlY arE you thinKin'
...bUt i d0 noT havE thE priviLeDgE to. i wAnNa heAr froM you..bUt is thIs posSibLE?..i dUnnO...
*Oh ya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWAII BOi!*
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