ahstraws . for moments.. i just sat in the toilet and cry. like a lonely little child.. and i realised, i have many problems. i used to see them as normal stuffs, till now i realise they are the problems causing the emotions in me. and i realised, i have to stand up to solve these problems, not sit in the toilet and cry. though it made me felt better. i almost sat back again because i felt weak. but i know i can do it. i will recover. but not now. not so fast. hurry heal ! ((: