ids sunday. god. one week passed jus liddart. dhis week passed by real fast. i dunno why. meanin whard? mid years comin? faints. gosh. june hols comin too. wow! half a year. ids finishin soon. haai. whard a year. two thousand five.. hmm. narthin's really pushin mie and givin mie der energy ter finish dhis year. im jus wanderin around . everyday . everyday's der same. narthin's special. so boring. i dread each day. i dread goin ter skewl. i dread totally boud everything. LOL. lames. no larr.

hey! im not dhat boring kae. xD.

wells. on thurs arr. yeaa. i wore der new canvas shoes ter skool lor. jus cause of der damn big rain yesterdae. no choice. i need a substitute! kakas. and whards worse? i habter run two.four on thurs lor. and der shoes practically killin mie ! now im havin blisters all over. bud no choice. i habter ren! plasters' all over mie feet now. ahahas. kewl. anewae. der run's horrible. i haf absolute no idea why i stopped on the fourth round when im actualli runnin really constantly fer three awreadi. dammit lor. and in the end. my stomach's hurtin like siao. i cant bear the pain. and fer one moment. i tink im gonna faint. worse than last year's. im feelin all weak. and jus cos i stopped, im all weak dart i hafter walk ter finish der round. and i nearly failed. wharda. xiudorts accompany mie walk finish dart round. and im so full of guilt. god. aft der run. i was like, " im so sorry .. " and then i hugged her. i was so sorry can. me! so bu zhen qi. haai. yar. den realised my feet was bleeding cos of the shoes . owww. ids stil hurtin now..

hmm. ids so funny how peeps can jus walk past each other without saein hi or anything when dhey actualli do noe each other. ids weird. so weird. ids like, " are we even fwens? " , " erms. do we noe each other ?? " yea. ids realli farni. i dunch geddit. bud. maebe i do. ids jus.. hard? LOL. dOink. hard ter sae hi ter a fwen? dots. abit laame. bud when i dunch sae hi. id usually jus means dart i hab a feelin the person dowanna noe dart he/she actualli noes mie. soo. i dun sae hi lor. i dunch noe why i hab dhis feelin too. bud ids jus natural. id jus tells mie. mmm. weeird. HAHA. doots.

yesterdae nwite was tokin ter kuan on der phone. and. he's totally. absolutely goin CRAZEE over the phone !. he's sobbing fer one moment and suddenly screamin on another. wharda! ids so hilarious can. he was goin like, " boohoohoo` " and then suddenly, " ARGHH !" and he screamed and screamed. LOL. kuan's gona kill mie. kekes. sowie yea little boy *oops* i mean gerl. HAHA. im makin yeu sound like a super maniac here. kakas! yar lar. he's watchin liverpool match yesterdae. darts whyy he's totally berserk. LOL! never hear him liddart before. "boohoohoo, liverpool din score." " arghhh~ GOAL !!! " HAHA. should try tokin ter him when he's watchin a match. a LIVERPOOL one. dart wud bie so kewl. 100% hilarious. xD. satisfaction guaranteed. LOL!

search search search. no nice skins der. bud heys. blu-black's skins are nice! shoo cutee. im gonna choose one of hers. so sweett. smiles. ;)

find..

fiind..

still cannot find. bahh. herm. whard was i gonna sae? ehh. forgot. oh yar! HAHA. yesterdae was lookin thru my com's folders. and then i came across this! my 2003 chatlogs. wahaa! okae. ids damn funny. really funny. der subj we toked. der way we toked. der ppl i used ter tok ter. the things we said. HAHA. ids SO kewl can. i nvr knew i used ter tok him. toked alort. and my past gerfwens. we were so close lor. unbelievable. LOL! argh./ i so much wanted ter go back. turn back time.. haai. haha. so nicee.

oh yar. syf's THREE DAES away !! arghh` i very scared. i very scared. i need support. i need support. not moral support. i need something else. arghh! LOL. we can do id yea? aft all der practices. and the upcoming many more. haw. *look up* can we? mhm? mhm?

mon. gonna haf practice.

tues. practise til nine plus or even lader i guess.

and then wed !

omg.

* gulps *

i tink im gonna shiver like hiau.

jus three more deas.

buck up guys !

BIG HUGS.

LOL.

tink gonna end here lar. peeps!

LURFE YER.

sobs.

HUGS.

ciao.

alone,

xiaother.