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22 April 2005
ohhhhhhhhhhhh
man!WE GOT GOLD !WE GOT GOLD !haha.oh god.
was so damn excited bout it i almost cry.
sobb sobb.
" orchestra number fifteen ... temasek secondary school..
GOLD ! "haha.
i will nv forget that sentence, that moment, that second, that place, that feeling, that excitement. EVERYTHING !!
can u believe it?
WE GOT GOLD !
haha.
after all the hard work.
thank god. thank god.
after all..
after all the hours and efforts spent on practising.
after all the body aches.
after all...
after all...
WE DID IT !
YES !
heee.
think i should stop it.
or ppl will start complaining le.
gahhar.
hmmm.
hey.
i'm currently depresssssssssssed.
gahhahr.
believe it or not.
i noe i dun sound like i am.
i dun even feel depressed naw.
but sorry.. i know i am.
cheeeem eh ?
haha.
i'm a deeeep person LOL.
- -"
i know myself too well.
toooo well.
until i cant stand it.
i dun like it.
i rather i think i'm happy and i will be happy.
rather den depressed but i dun feel depressed.
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhha!
i just know.
i'm depressed.
it's hidden somewhr in my heart.
somewhr.
it comes out at nite.
it eats up my heart.
i dun like the way it hide itself.
without me knowing.
it's so scary.
haiii.
i've got enough of coping myself up at home.
HUR.
whatever can.
stop it stop it stop it.
stop it and be happy.
ok fine la.
i will stop it.
mayb it's time i build a swimming pool beside my house and start thinking it's the sea.
HA.
LAME -
u u u u u...................... IDIOT !
BUZZ OFF AND DUN HIDE IN MY HEART.
GO HIDE ELSEWHR U FREAK.
please believe me again at 2:28 PM