ARGHHHHHHHH.

I WAS SICK ON FRIDAY.

lol.
totally sick.
sore throat sore throat.
wanna cut off that stupid throat of mine so mayb i can stop feeling irritated by it.
LOL.
after that i realise...
so if i dun talk, nobody will talk to me.
how sadd rite.
mayb nobody even wanna speak to me.
HAHA.
poooooor me.
LAME
lol.
den was really pissed cos nobody bothered to talk to me the whole morning cos i having sore throat and cant talk.
LOL.
mayb the world dun nit me at all.
mayb i'm UNWANTED.
yea.
mayb the world thinks i'm just here to disrupt its peace.
HAHA.
so guess the world is happy i din talk much on friday.
hmmm.
anyway.
it was jus terrible.
had fever after that.
den went to the doc.
and there was this little boy who was screaming in the clinic when he's not even there to c the doc.
WTH.
make me feel more like vomiting.
and i was so tempted to do smth to shut that boy up.
mayb smth drastic like cut off my throat.
HUR.
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and my degree was 38.4 when at the clinic.
is that suppose to be a v high degree ?
my mummy told me 38.5 is dangerous.
well,
i din felt dangerous, i felt irritated.
haha.
and before i even see the doc, i knew wads he gonna say.
he will just pry open my throat,
say my throat fa yan den will take the stupid temperature den say oh got fever.
WTH.
like i dunno.
den ask lame questions like how old are u?
like i'm a kid.
HAHA.
all i want is the medicine.
LOL.
actually....

ok i sound like i'm a attitude gal.
ok fine mayb i am one.
since trish and sam insisted that i have attitude face.
WHEN I DUN THINK SO.
haha.
but they surely said that when they think so.
mayb it's true?
took pics of myself when i wasnt posing cos i wanna c how i look like normally.
and i look attitude.
or say sad.
unhappy.
BUT THAT'S MY NORMAL FACE
mayb i shld go for surgery.
make my normal face to a smiling face.
raaaaaaha.
lame.
will look so much like a idiot i guess.
RAAAha.

haai.
feel so insecure nowadays.
alone sumtimes.
dunno why.
think it's all my fault.
haiii.
think i shld stop my temper and stupid attitude.
but gues i'm improving alot le ba.
i can feel it,
even if u tell me u dun c it.
i can ctrl emotions more nowadays.
tryin v hard to not throw temper or irritate the hell outa ppl like i always do last time.
i dun ctrl at all last time.
i would have just heck care and give the attitude to the world
LOL.
but not now.
at least i know i'm improving.
though the whole world still thinks i'm irritating
like HERH.
I SAID I IMPROVED I DUN GIVE A DAMN WAT U THINK.
yea.
LOL.
ok that's attitude.
NO IT'S NOT.
HAHAAA

today went " studyin" with sam and trish.
anting suppose to tutor us.
and dunno whr is she.
busy ba her.
JC life.
LOL.
anting is trish's senior anyway.
so we waited till four den she came.
we crapped all the way LOL.
i din study much.
wasnt concentrating at all.
was either taking pics or laughing bout lame stuffs.
or brooding over lame things.
HUR.
like wadevvver can lol.
think have bit sore throat bit now.
cos i ate french fries and ice cream !!
so yummy rite.
yea rite.
when i just recovered.
i gonna be killed.
shhhhhhhhhh!
dun tell that pig !
he's gonna scream at me !
LOL.
LAMME.
in the end just crapped and crapped and we are more like chit chatting rather den studying.
LOL.
herrrm.



should i end here ?
LOL.
huuurrr.
i'm an attitude kid.
TRUST ME.
LOL lame.
dunno whats the prob with me.
OK.
i shall stop my atttitude and end HERE.
BYE BYE !

























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I SAID I WILL.






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