it's ME.feeling lonely.HAHA.but u get me ?u get me now ?i'm not gonna sit around and wait all day long for u.i longED for u.u din appreciate it.i'm not gonna do that anymore in my life.i promised myself.and this promise...brgins today.and will carry on from today onwards.i'm positive i din do anything wrong to deserve such treatment.i din do anything wrong in this hell to deserve getting hurt time and again.did u even care ?i cared. i tried. i cried.and seriously now,i dun wanna be stupid anymore in my whole damn life.i'm not gonna long for anyone in this world anymore.no way.not anymore.i tried to long for u.i tried to sound eager.i tried to be happy for u.i tried to do anything jus to talk to u.only to get hurt in the end.i dun blame u but the pain is too much for me to bear.i'm gonna stop all this pain.from now on.i'm gonna stop all of this.and shut off my longing for u.to protect myself.i've enuff of nites crying all alone on my bed.i dun want that anymore.i dun care whether u gonna care.u changed.leaving me stranded all alone on this island of sadness and hurt.i'm leaving here now.i dunno whether u will be back on this island ever again.i dunno whether u will find me there if u ever go back again.i only know i'm leaving to protect myself.i dun wanna live in this island of despair and tears.it used to be such a sunny and happy island.until everything changed and it changed too.i dun like that island anymore.i will leave it and search for another island of happiness.i hope i will see u there.i still love u and the island.but everything changed.it changed too much.far too much for me to accept.far too much for me to bear.i will leave now.i dun wanna stay in this island anymore.i dun wanna stay here and long for u, get hurt and cry my eyes out.i'm leaving this island of coldness now.the island that used to be our love...bye.i love you.