JUNNYness *//


ok.
THE EXAMS ARE OVVVERRRRRRR !





hoorries !
LOL .
HARRness.
think it's the first time i'm so happy that the exams are over.
recall last year and sec one..
i sorta liked exams period.
guess it's cos dun have to go for lessons and can go home early baar.
LOL.
but not like now.
oh man.
i'm so damn dead.
i'm just dead now.
totally exhausted.
the moment i reach home later,
I'M GONNA BE ASLP.
hahhar.

haaiii.
the exams are over..
it means another thing.
i'm gonna be damn free i'd feel lonely.
or empty, u can say it.
i SO DUN WANT THAT.
hahahhr.
ok.
think i gonna hate normal school days from now on.
hahahhhar.
gonna be agitated everyday and mayb get upset all over again.
like nobody's business.
haii.
hey not that i want that.
but i'm like predicting that's what will happen to me.
oh god.
think it's gonna come true.
nvm.
i'm alone with nobody to affect anyway.
e and x wont be affected .
HAHA.
cos they are not...
get what i mean ?
only i get what i mean i think.
HUR.

kkays,
this post is damn weird.
i dunno why i feel like i dunno what i'm saying.
and i dunno what i'm gonna say.
it's the emptiness ba i guess.
i feel like i'm so hollow it scares me.
think gonna jus go home and slp till i die.
i dunn wanna wake and be consicous.
dun wanna be consicous bout it.
why wake up with a terrible feeling ?
so i'd rather i dun wake up at all.
i'm beat.
dun wanna wake up anyway.
dun c the point of waking up.
hahaah.
think u guys wont c me in sch anymore.
HAHAAAH.
kay,
like who cares whether i'm in sch.
haa.
dun wanna go to sch at all.
to see so many things that i dun wanna c.
to face so many things i dun wanna face.
what for go to sch ?
but i dun have to think whether i will be in sch at all.
cos i'm not gonna wake up anyway ("
how to be in sch rite ?
HA.
whadavar.

think i'm too tired le baahr.
barely slp properly these few days.
yahhr i dun nit that much slp normally.
but i cant take sadness and emptiness together with tiredness.
i will be dead.
well,
like now.
i'm ald dead.
jus an empty and lonely shell.
that nobody give a damn about.
LOL.
kay fine.
gonna leave.
byeebye.




- number of times cried on 13th - zero
number of times cried on 14th - one
number of times cried on 15th - two
number of times cried on 16th - zero ("




- dying off .
never to wake again.
to face this.























































































































u rock . u mean the world .