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22 May 2005
" that attitude gal "
i have enough of hearing things like ..
" i cant stand you anymore " " u are irritating ... "" can u stop giving that attitude face ? "" why yer face so black ? "enough.
enough is enough. i know wad kinda person i am ald. jus nothing.
feel so sick of my face. why do i have such a idiot face ? tell me why. i understand that i'm not lovable nor cute or attractive. i have sum kinda weird character that no human being or animal can stand. and next, is my face.
why do i have such a face ?
i can jus have no expression, and ppl will start telling me i look sad, i look attitude, all kinds of shit. argh. enough. i cant deny that fact anymore. i jus have this attitude face nobody can tahan. haaa. not even myself baa.
even tricia and sam thinks so. they have been sayin i look so attitude for the whold damn day. mayb becos i'm troubled. so i look attitude. haaRR. not makin sense.
" what's the prob with u? no wonder so many ppl hate u. "trish said that to me today. i know she's joking. we often say such things to each other. but when she said that to me today. it occur to me that well, perhaps many ppl really hate me. haaah. who dun ? the whole world does. haaaa.
think i shld shut up now.
whatever ("
have fun at the camp , ppl.
JUNNY dies -
[ i was crying. i was alone. until i receive a message from u telling me u love me. i couldn't ask for anything more. arrival of you, my new prince charming. ]dead .
please believe me again at 6:39 PM