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14 August 2005
14 August 2005
JUN.
dedicated to dear :)
okeh, this is not another crappy post of mine. trust me.
YIP. it's flowing again. my thots are flowing out like mad again. alot of things. alot of things..
yes, things have improved. within two days. thursday was still horrifying for abit. i hate to hope for things and den being let down in the end. i seriously hate it alot alot. cos it simply make me cry with disappointment :( and i really hate crying abt u. it makes me unsure of US. i'm not suppose to be crying abt u at all. well, i do know i'm a crybaby. too bad, i jus cant control my tears, despite the fact that my tears simply irritates u. and that is why i really hate crying now. i used to love crying :) gaha. insane. [ i'm digressing ] okeh, however horrifying was that tiny part of thursday, that day ended nice. friday was even nicer. one perfect day i've never had for years. i'm exaggerating. it was all happy again. how fast things change really puzzles me. is this really happening ? or am i dreaming after all i hoped for , for two weeks ? and i realised, it's really happening after all.
dim sum dollies was nice :) but that nite ended so ..... irritatingly sad. it perfectly spoilt my supposed-to-be-perfect two days. HA. mayb after some happiness my mind decided that i'm a princess again. a princess who can throw her temper anyhow she wants. but clearly, that's not the truth. this plainly shows that my mind is never rite. cos i'm jus mad. well, i went to bed that nite thinking of alot of things. i was tired but i could still think. that's the problem with me, i'm jus stupidly stubborn. it is jus supposed to be liddat, and i HAD to do it another way. jus like when i'm supposed to be slping, i HAD to be thinking of things that make me sad. stupidly me. stupidly stubborn. certainly me. cant deny.
" theres no way u wud find me expressing thots abt things between us. "
that is not nice. u make me wanna hide DET. he's not meant for u in the first place. he's meant for ME. understand ? u stole him on friday. and u certainly made me feel bad. those things are not meant for u to know. not at all for u. not a bit. and i've decided to hide DET from now on. u wont see him ever again. trust me on that. well, not until u have learn to let me know what's on yer piggish mind. seriously, our knowledge of each other's thots is very inproportionate. VERY indeed. i dun wan to let u know what's on my mind anymore. i wont express thots abt things between us anymore. becos that's what u are doing. and i so dun like that. it's time u learn how to tell me what's on yer mind, dear. dun jus hide them like u hide junks under yer bed. DAHA. jus tell me what's on yer mind like how u told me that u hide junks under yer bed. okeh :D :D i know u will mss DET. becos he always and forever expose me and my foolishness. greatness. i certainly dun nit that at all.
" tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride and slowly growing old together."
sadly, if u really wan me to tell u whether u are rite to think liddat, i'd say no. u are so wrong man. obviously, there are ALOT of things that are better than making me yer bride and slowly growing old with u. u'd regret like mad if u really do that, trust me for once abt this. clearly, various events have showed that u jus simply cant stand me when i go mad. when i turn insane. and to be exact, no human being can. that includes me :) there were really countless times where i cry and cry non-stop and then i will say to myself. " i really cant stand u man, girl " and i mean it. so have u thot of how u will tie me to the pillar if i go mad after u make me yer bride? obviously u havent. DAHHAAH.
HEY SMTH WEIRD HAS BEEN GOING ON!!
u noe what, i can cry with only one eye :) okeh, i certainly sounds dumb. what i mean is i can cry with tears flowin out of one eye only. and the other eye will look like nth is happening. and haha, tears flow out of my right eye only, if they really have to flow out. i definitely cannot perform this in front of anybody LOL. this only occurs when sumbody special is around. HAHA. yea. i have a feeling nobody understands wat the shit i'm talkin bout. LOL. and i guess it's true. okeh, this behaviour of mine has been proven to be really weird by SAM. daha. " weird and different in a unique way " thats wad she said. yea man. there's a reason behind this behaviour of mine. certainly its not out of nth. well, but it's a secret. shhhhhhhhhh. not meant for ppl to know. only meant for me [ the princess ] to know. haha. how fake. princess - -" sumtimes i tink i'm like a patch grass with shit on it becos simply... nobody gives a damn about that patch of grass. which sadly and unfortunately, happens to be me. OKEH, exposing too much of my thots here. it's not supposed to be liddat :)
right now...
i'm so broke now i feel so irritated. HURRRR. why cant money jus drop from the sky? and i wont be able to catch it becos i'm too short. and mayb i can commit suicide out of depression of not catching those money. nonsense indeed. i dunno wat i'm saying. jus sum stupid things i'm thinking of. i so wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory like mad.. why cant the tickets jus drop from the sky ? and yah, i'd die a second time out of depression for not catching the tickets cos i'm simply, short. HA, wadever, i'm sprouting nonsense cos i'm bored. chinese test tmr. SO IRRITATINGLY FREAKY man. and my maths is getting worse den ever. i'm gonna die a third time out of depression also cos i will be faling my maths test and chinese test. HOW GREAT. yesyes. laugh at me cos i will die three times. so funny ahahahaha. and before i end this mad post of mine, i'd like to tell the whole world that......... i've fallen madly in love with yellow. i seriously dunno why,when,how. so dun ask me. jus know that i've fallen deeply in love with yellow like the way i fell in love with black. please note that this doesn't mean i like bananas now. i certainly dun. i'm in love with yellow ") but i'm still more in love with him after all.
to ther and dots .
pls dun get so agitated about my stuffs and happenings. it is not as serious as u all think it as. i'm still sane and the earth is at least still moving. normally i jus look sad becos i'm deprived of chocolates and wanna cry becos unfortunately i'm insane for the moment. so dun worry too much and have fun ! stop saying "i'm so tired" and "i want to slp" if u can. cos it jus make me wanna slp more. HAHA. bye ! cyer gurls :) loveyerlots.
to dear .
dun eat and blog. it's proven to be unhealthy. and please study can. i've been telling u to study since u were born. only u dun remember, cos u are busy rmbing u are chubby and fat at that time. how nice. though u are skin and bones now. smiles! dun get angry easily it's scary and u certainly look alien to me. hope yer music therapy thingy works. HAHA. dun eat unhealthy stuffs keh, though i eat them too :) stop saying i'm skinny cos i'm so fat. HAHA. and it's really not yer fault that i'm a crybaby and goes crazy when i feel like it. it's jus me. and unfortunately, u've chosen to fall in love with me. tooooo bad for u. u have to endure times when i'm insane and also.... tolerate my nonsense:) haha. bye !
i'm tired. i think i will yawn till my jaws cant close anymore. lame.
bye ppl:) thanks for reading my craps despite the fact that i said it's not crap at the beginning of the post. i'm a human in case u havent notice. that's why i do lie :) haha. rubbish. okeh, really bye. believe that i'm still sane and u really are insane.
love the world.love me.
simplyjun -
certainly insane.
dedicated to dear :)
okeh, this is not another crappy post of mine. trust me.
YIP. it's flowing again. my thots are flowing out like mad again. alot of things. alot of things..
yes, things have improved. within two days. thursday was still horrifying for abit. i hate to hope for things and den being let down in the end. i seriously hate it alot alot. cos it simply make me cry with disappointment :( and i really hate crying abt u. it makes me unsure of US. i'm not suppose to be crying abt u at all. well, i do know i'm a crybaby. too bad, i jus cant control my tears, despite the fact that my tears simply irritates u. and that is why i really hate crying now. i used to love crying :) gaha. insane. [ i'm digressing ] okeh, however horrifying was that tiny part of thursday, that day ended nice. friday was even nicer. one perfect day i've never had for years. i'm exaggerating. it was all happy again. how fast things change really puzzles me. is this really happening ? or am i dreaming after all i hoped for , for two weeks ? and i realised, it's really happening after all.
dim sum dollies was nice :) but that nite ended so ..... irritatingly sad. it perfectly spoilt my supposed-to-be-perfect two days. HA. mayb after some happiness my mind decided that i'm a princess again. a princess who can throw her temper anyhow she wants. but clearly, that's not the truth. this plainly shows that my mind is never rite. cos i'm jus mad. well, i went to bed that nite thinking of alot of things. i was tired but i could still think. that's the problem with me, i'm jus stupidly stubborn. it is jus supposed to be liddat, and i HAD to do it another way. jus like when i'm supposed to be slping, i HAD to be thinking of things that make me sad. stupidly me. stupidly stubborn. certainly me. cant deny.
" theres no way u wud find me expressing thots abt things between us. "
that is not nice. u make me wanna hide DET. he's not meant for u in the first place. he's meant for ME. understand ? u stole him on friday. and u certainly made me feel bad. those things are not meant for u to know. not at all for u. not a bit. and i've decided to hide DET from now on. u wont see him ever again. trust me on that. well, not until u have learn to let me know what's on yer piggish mind. seriously, our knowledge of each other's thots is very inproportionate. VERY indeed. i dun wan to let u know what's on my mind anymore. i wont express thots abt things between us anymore. becos that's what u are doing. and i so dun like that. it's time u learn how to tell me what's on yer mind, dear. dun jus hide them like u hide junks under yer bed. DAHA. jus tell me what's on yer mind like how u told me that u hide junks under yer bed. okeh :D :D i know u will mss DET. becos he always and forever expose me and my foolishness. greatness. i certainly dun nit that at all.
" tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride and slowly growing old together."
sadly, if u really wan me to tell u whether u are rite to think liddat, i'd say no. u are so wrong man. obviously, there are ALOT of things that are better than making me yer bride and slowly growing old with u. u'd regret like mad if u really do that, trust me for once abt this. clearly, various events have showed that u jus simply cant stand me when i go mad. when i turn insane. and to be exact, no human being can. that includes me :) there were really countless times where i cry and cry non-stop and then i will say to myself. " i really cant stand u man, girl " and i mean it. so have u thot of how u will tie me to the pillar if i go mad after u make me yer bride? obviously u havent. DAHHAAH.
HEY SMTH WEIRD HAS BEEN GOING ON!!
u noe what, i can cry with only one eye :) okeh, i certainly sounds dumb. what i mean is i can cry with tears flowin out of one eye only. and the other eye will look like nth is happening. and haha, tears flow out of my right eye only, if they really have to flow out. i definitely cannot perform this in front of anybody LOL. this only occurs when sumbody special is around. HAHA. yea. i have a feeling nobody understands wat the shit i'm talkin bout. LOL. and i guess it's true. okeh, this behaviour of mine has been proven to be really weird by SAM. daha. " weird and different in a unique way " thats wad she said. yea man. there's a reason behind this behaviour of mine. certainly its not out of nth. well, but it's a secret. shhhhhhhhhh. not meant for ppl to know. only meant for me [ the princess ] to know. haha. how fake. princess - -" sumtimes i tink i'm like a patch grass with shit on it becos simply... nobody gives a damn about that patch of grass. which sadly and unfortunately, happens to be me. OKEH, exposing too much of my thots here. it's not supposed to be liddat :)
right now...
i'm so broke now i feel so irritated. HURRRR. why cant money jus drop from the sky? and i wont be able to catch it becos i'm too short. and mayb i can commit suicide out of depression of not catching those money. nonsense indeed. i dunno wat i'm saying. jus sum stupid things i'm thinking of. i so wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory like mad.. why cant the tickets jus drop from the sky ? and yah, i'd die a second time out of depression for not catching the tickets cos i'm simply, short. HA, wadever, i'm sprouting nonsense cos i'm bored. chinese test tmr. SO IRRITATINGLY FREAKY man. and my maths is getting worse den ever. i'm gonna die a third time out of depression also cos i will be faling my maths test and chinese test. HOW GREAT. yesyes. laugh at me cos i will die three times. so funny ahahahaha. and before i end this mad post of mine, i'd like to tell the whole world that......... i've fallen madly in love with yellow. i seriously dunno why,when,how. so dun ask me. jus know that i've fallen deeply in love with yellow like the way i fell in love with black. please note that this doesn't mean i like bananas now. i certainly dun. i'm in love with yellow ") but i'm still more in love with him after all.
to ther and dots .
pls dun get so agitated about my stuffs and happenings. it is not as serious as u all think it as. i'm still sane and the earth is at least still moving. normally i jus look sad becos i'm deprived of chocolates and wanna cry becos unfortunately i'm insane for the moment. so dun worry too much and have fun ! stop saying "i'm so tired" and "i want to slp" if u can. cos it jus make me wanna slp more. HAHA. bye ! cyer gurls :) loveyerlots.
to dear .
dun eat and blog. it's proven to be unhealthy. and please study can. i've been telling u to study since u were born. only u dun remember, cos u are busy rmbing u are chubby and fat at that time. how nice. though u are skin and bones now. smiles! dun get angry easily it's scary and u certainly look alien to me. hope yer music therapy thingy works. HAHA. dun eat unhealthy stuffs keh, though i eat them too :) stop saying i'm skinny cos i'm so fat. HAHA. and it's really not yer fault that i'm a crybaby and goes crazy when i feel like it. it's jus me. and unfortunately, u've chosen to fall in love with me. tooooo bad for u. u have to endure times when i'm insane and also.... tolerate my nonsense:) haha. bye !
i'm tired. i think i will yawn till my jaws cant close anymore. lame.
bye ppl:) thanks for reading my craps despite the fact that i said it's not crap at the beginning of the post. i'm a human in case u havent notice. that's why i do lie :) haha. rubbish. okeh, really bye. believe that i'm still sane and u really are insane.
love the world.love me.
simplyjun -
certainly insane.
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