Love, Hate, which to choose?

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25 August 2005

uhoh! die. i've only got seventeen min tu blog ! gosh. im nvr gonna make it. cant make it man!!

dots.
hahaharr.

hai. at least im FIT tu come all the way here tu blog. this year's bad man. im lik .. so un-FIT can? eu ask mie why? how der hell i noe ar. LOL. i jus kip fallin sick. and sick. and sick. ( herms. abit too many. LOL. ) all sorts of probbie jus kip comin. im lik skippin skewl once a week recently? hurrr. gettin sick is NICE. heee. cos.. i can SKIP skewl (((: bud. i've gotta pay BIG consequences. cos.. i'm feelin way lousy. humph. feel so bad. hahahahr.

jee. thanks alot guys! fur der many concerns. heee. den dots yesterdae sent one msg dart nearly caused a HEART attack man. LOL. no lahr. i was beamin way too wide lahr. wahha. dart's so sweeeet can?? mwacks! (((x and yea. weiping! waha. lucky im sick, so i guess i din really bother eu studyin fer all dart freaky common tests rwite? LOL. bud anyway. thankeww all der same! (: and calv. lol. thanks fer all der concerns too! thanks fer keepin mie company when im so sick yet so bored ad home. whahaa!

a BIG thankeuu guys !!

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oki. der above is written two days ago? haahr. and im back ad this place again. (:

and im wondering... how can jun put SO many things in one post??! hers is way long man. bud..

HEY JUN!

stop harvin negative thoughts bout eurself can? who ever told eu dart eu're stupid? nobody. who ever told eu dart eu're an idiot? nobody. who ever told eu dart they durn like eu? nobody. AND. eu're nv gonna die! not now. at least. LOL. not anywhere near this time. and yes. hahhar. i definitely durn agree wiv eu. when we're happy, we're happy marr. when we're happy, we smile! we laugh! we giggle! and we go crazy! yes. its a natural thing. no one will ever feel happy bud act as though it's totally the opposite. herm. come tu think of it. dart's difficult to do man. laughs. and im sayin this ONE LAST TIME. and get this into eur head. prepare prepare. LOL.

" STOP havin negative, bad, lousy, the-ever-wrong thoughts bout' eurself ! "

ask mie why? hee. that is becos. we simply LOVE eu. (((:

rmb kae?

beams.

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sometimes. oki. i MEAN sometimes. i find im beginning to learn tu be an optimistic gerl. well.. only sometimes though. hahaar. bud.. i may be wrong.

hmmm...

well. im jus tryin tu learn tu be more happy. smile more. and jus harv fun. and i can tell eu. it's nice ! (: bud hey. dart doesn really means im nv feelin down. i still will can. hahahr. jus .. lesser. heee.

( hmm. maybe im jus being happy jus fer der sake of this blog. waha. )

bud.. id's good rwite?

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hmmm. do eu noe dart when eu smile, it really does makes a difference in eu. so totally different? eu look more friendly, more .. non-vicious? wahaa. eu look different. yep. so smile more. cos. eu look nicer ! ((((:

LOL.

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is this long enough? oki.. it isn't. depressed. LOL. i noee. cant compete wiv jun's. wahha. awrite. i tink dart's all? i cant think of whard tu continue anymore.. laughs.

oki bar.

tata guys.

rmb?

be happy.

and.

SMILE MORE.

cos.

it looks nicerr ((:

it's ther!

please believe me again at 4:58 PM