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07 September 2005
07 September 2005
JUN.
mayb just a short post.
WEI. i read yer blog ok? and very very depressing for me, i dun understand a word of it. very very depressing. depressing like blue blazes:( what's with the team here and team there? explain to me thank you. and relax man. will let u do anything u wan. even if u want to fly away to another world. as long as u're happy. i wont restrict u. like the way u don't restrict me:) i know u are like that i will accept it. i've realise that and figured it's really no use eating my heart out about those things. joy:)
FUN.
all i want to have is fun ? all i wan is to forget forget forget everything. go crazy go raving mad:) i want to look happy too but seriously.. am i really? i dunno man. haha. but at least i can face the sunny day with preparation, with everything in this world but sadness. what happens if it's not sunny anymore? i stop. i stop and everything really stop. it's jus so cold.. not abit of warmth. sad:)
i'm stupid la. dunno what i saying haha.i'm feeling somewhat blah now. HAII. that's really the problem of having fun. i can go crazy and never stop. but when i really stop i can cry man. it's jus bad. let's not talk bout it lol.
sometimes i really hate being close to some ppl. it makes me feel rather stupid. as if i'm soooo not knowlegable. yes, mayb i'm a blockhead i know. but being a blockhead doesn't mean i have to mix ard with knowlegable ppl and feel stupid bout it. seriously. blockheads can always mix ard with blockheads and be happy about it. right? HAHA. i dun make sense at all, i know.
LOL. i had weird dreams last nite. but to be exact, my dreams were NEVER normal. i always have extraordinary dreams. i dun really rmb what i dreamt of actually. it wasn't a complete dream. i jus rmb pieces of it. images of my dreams. one of it is i rmb i was bringing durians to school. very interesting indeed. why in heaven's name will i bring durians to school man? lol. another image of my dream is that i was scrubbing dots's new balance shoes. even more weird. i really cant imagine under what circumstances will i scrub dot's shoes. not within the realms of possibility. haha. other weird but reasonable images of my dreams shall not be mentioned here. haha. my dreams are jus so funny man. stupid dreams:)
the holidays. is ending so fast. so quickly. sad. and i haven even complete much of what i planned to. all i did was write notes for bonds and structures. incomplete though, what's the shit use. it's time i really start work, really not much time left to exams and i'm panicking like mad inside. i feel so helpless about everything now. i hope somebody will gimme some strength. ANYBODY. jus gimme some strength, some encouragement, some drive and enthusiasm. there's still the untouched geog project and chemistry report. ARGHH. i feel like jumping off the building now. but i dun think i will. becos ther told me just now " we can only live once so we should live it to the fullest " THANK YOU THER:) i'm enlightened. haha. i really like it when ppl tell me things like that. i will feel enlightened and be positive after that. haha.
think i will sleep early today. after all this enthusiasm and everything. i'm really sorta dead beat now. haha. thanks ther and dots for keeping me company. and you both should also thank me for keeping u all company. let's all thank each other:) it's really nice to have ppl ard me who's on about everything. " let's go out later " and that's that. we will be going out like we said. nth to obstruct our fun and joy. no obstacles, no disappointment. that's wat i have been looking for for quite a long time. and i found it with you guys! joy:) let's create more merriment on friday lol. i hope the sleepover will be nice and fun. i nit to go crazy again man. haha. i look forward to the sleepover on friday:) i hope co practice turns out well too. j.e.xhappytogetherforever :)
SURPRISE!
dots is actually posting? OMG. the sky is gonna drop. this is much of a miracle man. i've always have the impression that dots will never ever post and entries written by her are running the risk of extinction. so this is indeed a miracle so ppl out there!! pls pay great attention to her post this time for u may not be able to see another in the next two million years. thank you:)
awaits
friday sleepover:)
co practice on friday
maths supplementary tomorrow
geog project
chemistry report
my notes
fun
JOY
revisions for final-year:)
i think i should end before everybody falls asleep and drool all over their com:) enjoy dots's post below mine!
thank you for reading and i'm grateful for that. anyway, appreciate turquoise and yellow:) and i'm head over heels in love with this song. lulus:)
( i like to thank ppl now becos it makes me feel like i'm a polite person. how fake. LOL)
mayb jus a short post? mayb not:)
cheers!
hidden desires and thoughts.never ever for you to know:)
appreciate me too cos i still exist unknowingly:)
simplyjun:) a joyful her languishing for you
mayb just a short post.
WEI. i read yer blog ok? and very very depressing for me, i dun understand a word of it. very very depressing. depressing like blue blazes:( what's with the team here and team there? explain to me thank you. and relax man. will let u do anything u wan. even if u want to fly away to another world. as long as u're happy. i wont restrict u. like the way u don't restrict me:) i know u are like that i will accept it. i've realise that and figured it's really no use eating my heart out about those things. joy:)
FUN.
all i want to have is fun ? all i wan is to forget forget forget everything. go crazy go raving mad:) i want to look happy too but seriously.. am i really? i dunno man. haha. but at least i can face the sunny day with preparation, with everything in this world but sadness. what happens if it's not sunny anymore? i stop. i stop and everything really stop. it's jus so cold.. not abit of warmth. sad:)
i'm stupid la. dunno what i saying haha.i'm feeling somewhat blah now. HAII. that's really the problem of having fun. i can go crazy and never stop. but when i really stop i can cry man. it's jus bad. let's not talk bout it lol.
sometimes i really hate being close to some ppl. it makes me feel rather stupid. as if i'm soooo not knowlegable. yes, mayb i'm a blockhead i know. but being a blockhead doesn't mean i have to mix ard with knowlegable ppl and feel stupid bout it. seriously. blockheads can always mix ard with blockheads and be happy about it. right? HAHA. i dun make sense at all, i know.
LOL. i had weird dreams last nite. but to be exact, my dreams were NEVER normal. i always have extraordinary dreams. i dun really rmb what i dreamt of actually. it wasn't a complete dream. i jus rmb pieces of it. images of my dreams. one of it is i rmb i was bringing durians to school. very interesting indeed. why in heaven's name will i bring durians to school man? lol. another image of my dream is that i was scrubbing dots's new balance shoes. even more weird. i really cant imagine under what circumstances will i scrub dot's shoes. not within the realms of possibility. haha. other weird but reasonable images of my dreams shall not be mentioned here. haha. my dreams are jus so funny man. stupid dreams:)
the holidays. is ending so fast. so quickly. sad. and i haven even complete much of what i planned to. all i did was write notes for bonds and structures. incomplete though, what's the shit use. it's time i really start work, really not much time left to exams and i'm panicking like mad inside. i feel so helpless about everything now. i hope somebody will gimme some strength. ANYBODY. jus gimme some strength, some encouragement, some drive and enthusiasm. there's still the untouched geog project and chemistry report. ARGHH. i feel like jumping off the building now. but i dun think i will. becos ther told me just now " we can only live once so we should live it to the fullest " THANK YOU THER:) i'm enlightened. haha. i really like it when ppl tell me things like that. i will feel enlightened and be positive after that. haha.
think i will sleep early today. after all this enthusiasm and everything. i'm really sorta dead beat now. haha. thanks ther and dots for keeping me company. and you both should also thank me for keeping u all company. let's all thank each other:) it's really nice to have ppl ard me who's on about everything. " let's go out later " and that's that. we will be going out like we said. nth to obstruct our fun and joy. no obstacles, no disappointment. that's wat i have been looking for for quite a long time. and i found it with you guys! joy:) let's create more merriment on friday lol. i hope the sleepover will be nice and fun. i nit to go crazy again man. haha. i look forward to the sleepover on friday:) i hope co practice turns out well too. j.e.xhappytogetherforever :)
SURPRISE!
dots is actually posting? OMG. the sky is gonna drop. this is much of a miracle man. i've always have the impression that dots will never ever post and entries written by her are running the risk of extinction. so this is indeed a miracle so ppl out there!! pls pay great attention to her post this time for u may not be able to see another in the next two million years. thank you:)
awaits
friday sleepover:)
co practice on friday
maths supplementary tomorrow
geog project
chemistry report
my notes
fun
JOY
revisions for final-year:)
i think i should end before everybody falls asleep and drool all over their com:) enjoy dots's post below mine!
thank you for reading and i'm grateful for that. anyway, appreciate turquoise and yellow:) and i'm head over heels in love with this song. lulus:)
( i like to thank ppl now becos it makes me feel like i'm a polite person. how fake. LOL)
cheers!
hidden desires and thoughts.never ever for you to know:)
appreciate me too cos i still exist unknowingly:)
simplyjun:) a joyful her languishing for you
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