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21 September 2005
21 September 2005
JUN. so abandoned -
YAWN TILL I DIE LA. today is such a sleepy day. first, i was blue with cold early in the morning. i dunno why, i jus felt very cold. den i felt emotionless. that's weird ok. that's so not me. when was i ever emotionless? :l la. its as weird as a guy saying "i'm pregnant". out of nothing i jus have no opinions no thots no emotions today. i dunno what to say to ppl, i dunno how to control myself. i'm bit mad today. so weird. ermm... abit ? i dun think so:)
yesterday was nice:) but after the nice part ended. i start to think... and i thot. oh man, i really need to grow up. i want to grow up and i need to grow up. Glo, thanks so much man. mayb he haven realised, but he actually played a huge role in my "growing up period" he made me understand alot of things, unknowingly. some bad things that i have to accept, some good things that i realised. from him, i learnt how to let go, i learnt how to handle my uncontrollable emotions, i learnt how to face reality, i learnt how to shut up and get lost, i learnt how to really love a person the correct way and the way the person wants, i learnt to understand ppl, i learnt to think for ppl, i learnt to be strong.. really strong, i learnt to vent my frustrations the correct way, and most importantly... i learnt that i dun get everything i want in my life. esp me. i really know that now. and haha.. it's smth good ok:) haha. yes, WE have to grow up. i really wanna grow up and stop being so foolish. we shall wait and see.see whether my sis is rite:) whatever la. haha.
history/ss lesson can be really irritating ok. i'm sorry to say but oh... it's jus freaking irritating. SO FREAKING IRRITATING. bitch in action. or rather, bitches in action. that's so mean. but whatever, whoever that is reading this,u dun have to know who i'm referring to but jus know history/ss lessons can be irritating. sucky. HAHA LA I'M SO CHILDISH. wadever wadever wadever. jus beefing:)
GOSH. exams in two weeks time? i'm so gonna scream until i die. starting to feel time running out.i'm starting to panichope i really get into the study mood tonight. i so have to cover chemistry and geography by next week. i dun wan history to repeat itself man. mid-year geog exam was horrible like mad. i was stressed up the night b4. brooding over stupid things, staring at the same page for the whole night and nth gets into my pighead. that was really horrible and i dun wan that again. ARGGGH. i wish i can slack and die. but i simply cant.. i'm not gonna let myself down again. dun wanna let ppl down again. not that i will do well if i study la i know:) haha but if i study but dun do well, at least i know i tried my best. at least i TRIED. so ya.. come hell or high water or whatever shit. i'm so gonna study for final-yr man. HAHA:)
now wondering wad will this december holiday be like for me. like hell or will it be better than ever? i dun want guess. tired to guess man. i can almost see myself lying on the bed everyday during the holidays, waiting for interesting things to happen. or mayb i will be going to the beach to cry out my boredom there everyday. or will i be having fun with friends? will good things happen? will pleasent surprise appear? ok whatever but haha. i hope my holiday this time turns out to be good. i really hate boring and sad holidays. haha la wait and see man:)
oh yawn i'm gonna leave. lastly, i wanna say that xinyi's shoulders are nice to lean on.i'm in love with xinyi? LOL crap la ok. and omg. i'm ald waiting for another similar "return keyboard" thing to happen:) HAHA. and trust me, my heart really dropped when i read awful things i dun like. I'M CHILDISH LA. but haha whatever:) and tong hua is really damn nice. the LYRICS is damn nice and romantic ok?!?! i hope you will sing it to me one day:) but........... where are you now ?
LASTS
*tell me am i right to think that nothing could be better
*than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
i figured out, u're damn right this time:)
simplyjun waiting for you to arrive riding that white horse, my dear prince charming.
YAWN TILL I DIE LA. today is such a sleepy day. first, i was blue with cold early in the morning. i dunno why, i jus felt very cold. den i felt emotionless. that's weird ok. that's so not me. when was i ever emotionless? :l la. its as weird as a guy saying "i'm pregnant". out of nothing i jus have no opinions no thots no emotions today. i dunno what to say to ppl, i dunno how to control myself. i'm bit mad today. so weird. ermm... abit ? i dun think so:)
yesterday was nice:) but after the nice part ended. i start to think... and i thot. oh man, i really need to grow up. i want to grow up and i need to grow up. Glo, thanks so much man. mayb he haven realised, but he actually played a huge role in my "growing up period" he made me understand alot of things, unknowingly. some bad things that i have to accept, some good things that i realised. from him, i learnt how to let go, i learnt how to handle my uncontrollable emotions, i learnt how to face reality, i learnt how to shut up and get lost, i learnt how to really love a person the correct way and the way the person wants, i learnt to understand ppl, i learnt to think for ppl, i learnt to be strong.. really strong, i learnt to vent my frustrations the correct way, and most importantly... i learnt that i dun get everything i want in my life. esp me. i really know that now. and haha.. it's smth good ok:) haha. yes, WE have to grow up. i really wanna grow up and stop being so foolish. we shall wait and see.
history/ss lesson can be really irritating ok. i'm sorry to say but oh... it's jus freaking irritating. SO FREAKING IRRITATING. bitch in action. or rather, bitches in action. that's so mean. but whatever, whoever that is reading this,u dun have to know who i'm referring to but jus know history/ss lessons can be irritating. sucky. HAHA LA I'M SO CHILDISH. wadever wadever wadever. jus beefing:)
GOSH. exams in two weeks time? i'm so gonna scream until i die. starting to feel time running out.
now wondering wad will this december holiday be like for me. like hell or will it be better than ever? i dun want guess. tired to guess man. i can almost see myself lying on the bed everyday during the holidays, waiting for interesting things to happen. or mayb i will be going to the beach to cry out my boredom there everyday. or will i be having fun with friends? will good things happen? will pleasent surprise appear? ok whatever but haha. i hope my holiday this time turns out to be good. i really hate boring and sad holidays. haha la wait and see man:)
oh yawn i'm gonna leave. lastly, i wanna say that xinyi's shoulders are nice to lean on.
LASTS
*tell me am i right to think that nothing could be better
*than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
simplyjun waiting for you to arrive riding that white horse, my dear prince charming.
please believe me again at 4:28 PM
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