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07 October 2005
im gettin really scared man. as nex week's startin to get closer and closer and closer AND closer.. i durn think i can take it man when it really comes. cos i cant take it awreadi. i slept jus now to stop myself from thinkin of it. bud. everything jus rushes back into my brain the moment i woke up. stupid. hai. i feel stuffed man. totally mentally broken down. maybe not so bad yet. bud i'll start crying even if im jus walking. jus plain walking. omg. i seriously cant imagine what will happen when nex week comes. how? ... im veh scared . and i think im gonna cry really soon now..
wharda hell is der matter wiv me? wo bu shi zhe yang de. exams were .. jus exams tu me last time. why cant i jus take it easily this time? why why why.. arhg. can somebody talk tu me or sth? i need somebody. hais. studyin jus makes me sick now man. i wanna slack bud.. wo bu gan ! ARHGs.
im veh scared.
can i die now?
oki.
i better shut up bout dyin.
or not weiping's gonna scold me ler. LOL.
THER
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