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01 October 2005
01 October 2005
JUN.
HI EVERYBODY:)
ohhhhh. so long never blog ald, i've so much to say man. what happened over the past one week? heehee :D
OK. so the sleepover at yi's house turned out to be ME staying up. they fell aslp like immediately. haha. ya i slept for like half an hour and it's six am ald. breakfast at yi's house is so damn nice can. hot coffee and delifrance chocolate bread:) damn nice like mad lor. and i fell in love with coffee then. WHAT ? ME? actually in love with coffee. ohh this is god damn weird like mad. haha.
coffee:)
so after physics lesson i decided to wander ard myself. sorry e.x:( so i wandered ard.. went to siglap linear park which is still so nice. went to pp too:) den received a call from sam saying actually we were supposed to meet up today which evie requested and she happily forget to inform me. but haha, good timing. i'm free. so i went off to meet them at tampines starbucks. SAMANTHA THE FREAK. she was like late by half an hour or more than that. moron. i was sitting there outside starbucks waiting and waiting until i almost fall aslp. my eyes were really closing when FINALLY i see SAMANTHA THE FREAK walking towards me. haha and i seriously dunno what's so great bout that guy working in starbucks. i din even see he's face can. and evie and sam talked bout how cute he is from the moment they stepped into starbucks till the moment we part. ridiculous man. haha. i was like busy thinking bout other things to notice that starbucks guy's existance. haha. and chatting with sam and evie in starbucks is like jus so perfect. though they argued bout something that i so dun wanna even think bout. i was jus covering my ear so i dun have to hear. and they jus argued. not that they arguement is making me uncomfortable. they can argue bout anything in the world lor. they can even argue which of them love me more. haha:) but it's that THING they are arguing bout that is making me feel uncomfortable. i so hate being reminded of that thing. errr whatever ok. and we actually went bowling after that. haha. last minute decision is damn cool la. so on bout everything. evie looks cute when bowling:)am i cute too?
maths lesson can be so full of emotions i cant stand it man. haha. it can be irritating, enjoyable, happy, depressing, demoralizing blablabla. so amazing lor. haha. well, not that mrs lim's lessons are boring or what. she's such a nice teacher:) but it's jus.. other things. and i seriously dun understand why of all lessons, MATHS LESSON? argh. ya, and there was this one particular maths lesson that was jus so depressing. i was like damn sad and blabla. and THER HAVE TO SEE IT. i hate it so much when she ask " why u cry ? " i never cry lor. I NEVER CRY OK. think i'm jus tired. really tired of everything. like.. tired of living. and i really mean that tired. ohhh, shit. it's jus me la. lol. and maths lesson can be really really irritating la. hair touch hair rite? fuck lor. go eat shit ok.i'm jus angry la and handling sadness plus exams coming really equals to total shit. grr.
once again i question myself very sternly. " are you gonna give up? " and i really feel like dying tryin to give myself an answer. i seriously dunno and i know myself too well. i know the answer actually. but i jus hate myself for deciding on that answer. what the shit is on my mind? i'm jus stupid to think things in certain way. and i'm stubborn to jus avoid help. ok, mayb i'm not being stubborn after all. i'm jus trying to make myself stronger. huh? i'm stronger? that is another weird thing ok. ohhh.. it's jus me:)
ICE CREAM! i love the ice cream uncle at ther's bus stop can. haha. ok, actually i love the ice cream he sells. haha:) but the uncle is cute oso la LOL. oh i jus love ice creams. gimme ice cream and i will be happy:)
bus15. taking bus15 is more interesting ever. know why? every morning at a specific time on a specific bus15, there will be a group of primary school boys on the bus. and haha. primary school times:) listening to their conversations can be so interesting. i'm amused. i see them every morning and i seem to know them. so cool man. but their conversation can be rather irritating at times. yesterday morning it was smth liddat.. " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" i wanted so much to shout WADEVER LOR haha. but i decided not to frighten them. LOL. i love bus15:) bus12? it hurts to take bus12. but i still love taking that bus.becos i'm insane
i'm trying to study like mad now. but i'm jus so not in the mood to do so sometimes. sick. ohh ya, i forced myself to study till one am every nite from wednesday onwards. den i realise i'm not doing much actually. I'M SO GONNA CONCENTRATE TONIGHT. i have to man. my last chance can. i dun study now and time's up, byebye and i can go to hell after that. becos i'm so gonna regret if i dun study and dun do well. thank you la, i dun want that. so i have to study. pray that i wont wan to sleep. haha. but there's always coffee!! nice:)
last nite was so interesting. my parents went downstairs to buy stuffs and also my dinner. when they return, i only saw pandan cake.
me: mum, whr's my dinner ?
mum: :) :) :) :)
and she ran off to laugh with my dad bout forgetting to buy my dinner. thank you ok, my parents are so cute. cute enough to forget bout their precious daughter's important dinner. so i have to starve jus becos my parents are cute? haha, there's always instant noodles. LOL. pandan cake + instant noodles = my dinner last nite.
oh my friends. i have to say, i realise that my close friends are all of extreme qualities. ther is extremely blur and cute. xy is extremely pretty and lame. sam is extremely busy,active and pretty. evie is extremely attractive and wild. tricia is extremely loud and "sensitive" rofl. louis is extremely helpful and smart. kekang:) is extremely caring, high-class and so like me,lol. sandy is extremely rich and generous. and GLO is of extremely unique character. haha:) i love all my extreme friends. me ? extremely insane and of cos.. tired.
OMG. can u believe it? I FOUND MY NECKLACE! it's like a miracle man. findin that necklace back. i love that necklace like mad ok. and my dad looked like an angel when he handed me that necklace. OMG! haha:) love necklace. i lost it and it came back to me.but i suppose that's because u left me..
yawn. late night strolls are damn nice. i will do them more. i seem to fall in love with things so easily but i dun fall in love with ppl easily. u mus know that and if u dunno that, go to hell ok:)
good luck for exams, everyone. jia you and i will pray for all of u. i love myself so much and i really need some hugs:( my bolster is rather useless cos it's so not alive enough to hug me back. useless shit. HAHA:) i'm leaving. bye ppl! gone.
LASTS.
1 in the midst of difficulties lie opportunity.
2 destiny is not a matter of change, it is a matter of choice. it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieced.
3 to be wronged is nth unless u continue to rmb it. forgiving those who hurt us is the key to personal peace.
4 it's not whether u get knocked down, it's whether u get up again.
simplyjun. wanting a hug badly.
HI EVERYBODY:)
ohhhhh. so long never blog ald, i've so much to say man. what happened over the past one week? heehee :D
OK. so the sleepover at yi's house turned out to be ME staying up. they fell aslp like immediately. haha. ya i slept for like half an hour and it's six am ald. breakfast at yi's house is so damn nice can. hot coffee and delifrance chocolate bread:) damn nice like mad lor. and i fell in love with coffee then. WHAT ? ME? actually in love with coffee. ohh this is god damn weird like mad. haha.
coffee:)
so after physics lesson i decided to wander ard myself. sorry e.x:( so i wandered ard.. went to siglap linear park which is still so nice. went to pp too:) den received a call from sam saying actually we were supposed to meet up today which evie requested and she happily forget to inform me. but haha, good timing. i'm free. so i went off to meet them at tampines starbucks. SAMANTHA THE FREAK. she was like late by half an hour or more than that. moron. i was sitting there outside starbucks waiting and waiting until i almost fall aslp. my eyes were really closing when FINALLY i see SAMANTHA THE FREAK walking towards me. haha and i seriously dunno what's so great bout that guy working in starbucks. i din even see he's face can. and evie and sam talked bout how cute he is from the moment they stepped into starbucks till the moment we part. ridiculous man. haha. i was like busy thinking bout other things to notice that starbucks guy's existance. haha. and chatting with sam and evie in starbucks is like jus so perfect. though they argued bout something that i so dun wanna even think bout. i was jus covering my ear so i dun have to hear. and they jus argued. not that they arguement is making me uncomfortable. they can argue bout anything in the world lor. they can even argue which of them love me more. haha:) but it's that THING they are arguing bout that is making me feel uncomfortable. i so hate being reminded of that thing. errr whatever ok. and we actually went bowling after that. haha. last minute decision is damn cool la. so on bout everything. evie looks cute when bowling:)
maths lesson can be so full of emotions i cant stand it man. haha. it can be irritating, enjoyable, happy, depressing, demoralizing blablabla. so amazing lor. haha. well, not that mrs lim's lessons are boring or what. she's such a nice teacher:) but it's jus.. other things. and i seriously dun understand why of all lessons, MATHS LESSON? argh. ya, and there was this one particular maths lesson that was jus so depressing. i was like damn sad and blabla. and THER HAVE TO SEE IT. i hate it so much when she ask " why u cry ? " i never cry lor. I NEVER CRY OK. think i'm jus tired. really tired of everything. like.. tired of living. and i really mean that tired. ohhh, shit. it's jus me la. lol. and maths lesson can be really really irritating la. hair touch hair rite? fuck lor. go eat shit ok.
once again i question myself very sternly. " are you gonna give up? " and i really feel like dying tryin to give myself an answer. i seriously dunno and i know myself too well. i know the answer actually. but i jus hate myself for deciding on that answer. what the shit is on my mind? i'm jus stupid to think things in certain way. and i'm stubborn to jus avoid help. ok, mayb i'm not being stubborn after all. i'm jus trying to make myself stronger. huh? i'm stronger? that is another weird thing ok. ohhh.. it's jus me:)
ICE CREAM! i love the ice cream uncle at ther's bus stop can. haha. ok, actually i love the ice cream he sells. haha:) but the uncle is cute oso la LOL. oh i jus love ice creams. gimme ice cream and i will be happy:)
bus15. taking bus15 is more interesting ever. know why? every morning at a specific time on a specific bus15, there will be a group of primary school boys on the bus. and haha. primary school times:) listening to their conversations can be so interesting. i'm amused. i see them every morning and i seem to know them. so cool man. but their conversation can be rather irritating at times. yesterday morning it was smth liddat.. " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" " man u rocks." "no, man u sucks." "man u rocks." "no, man u sucks" i wanted so much to shout WADEVER LOR haha. but i decided not to frighten them. LOL. i love bus15:) bus12? it hurts to take bus12. but i still love taking that bus.
i'm trying to study like mad now. but i'm jus so not in the mood to do so sometimes. sick. ohh ya, i forced myself to study till one am every nite from wednesday onwards. den i realise i'm not doing much actually. I'M SO GONNA CONCENTRATE TONIGHT. i have to man. my last chance can. i dun study now and time's up, byebye and i can go to hell after that. becos i'm so gonna regret if i dun study and dun do well. thank you la, i dun want that. so i have to study. pray that i wont wan to sleep. haha. but there's always coffee!! nice:)
last nite was so interesting. my parents went downstairs to buy stuffs and also my dinner. when they return, i only saw pandan cake.
me: mum, whr's my dinner ?
mum: :) :) :) :)
and she ran off to laugh with my dad bout forgetting to buy my dinner. thank you ok, my parents are so cute. cute enough to forget bout their precious daughter's important dinner. so i have to starve jus becos my parents are cute? haha, there's always instant noodles. LOL. pandan cake + instant noodles = my dinner last nite.
oh my friends. i have to say, i realise that my close friends are all of extreme qualities. ther is extremely blur and cute. xy is extremely pretty and lame. sam is extremely busy,active and pretty. evie is extremely attractive and wild. tricia is extremely loud and "sensitive" rofl. louis is extremely helpful and smart. kekang:) is extremely caring, high-class and so like me,lol. sandy is extremely rich and generous. and GLO is of extremely unique character. haha:) i love all my extreme friends. me ? extremely insane and of cos.. tired.
OMG. can u believe it? I FOUND MY NECKLACE! it's like a miracle man. findin that necklace back. i love that necklace like mad ok. and my dad looked like an angel when he handed me that necklace. OMG! haha:) love necklace. i lost it and it came back to me.
yawn. late night strolls are damn nice. i will do them more. i seem to fall in love with things so easily but i dun fall in love with ppl easily. u mus know that and if u dunno that, go to hell ok:)
good luck for exams, everyone. jia you and i will pray for all of u. i love myself so much and i really need some hugs:( my bolster is rather useless cos it's so not alive enough to hug me back. useless shit. HAHA:) i'm leaving. bye ppl! gone.
LASTS.
1 in the midst of difficulties lie opportunity.
2 destiny is not a matter of change, it is a matter of choice. it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieced.
3 to be wronged is nth unless u continue to rmb it. forgiving those who hurt us is the key to personal peace.
4 it's not whether u get knocked down, it's whether u get up again.
simplyjun. wanting a hug badly.
please believe me again at 2:15 PM
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