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30 October 2005
30 October 2005
Jun.
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close friends? how close? are u aware of wad i really almost did? do u care bout my feelings when u say things? how simply u jus ignore my cries for help thinking it's ok. wad close friends? wad "i care" ? jus like empty promises. and THIS is wad i mean by clos yet not close. and finally, i noe how to explain it ald. i'm troubled, i wan to say it out and i dun say it to jus anybody. i say it to those who i feel like saying it to. haha. so if u're not close to me, and i start talking nonsense that u dun understand, jus bear with me. i'm telling u becos i FEEL like telling you. haha. ya, there's this particular friend who i forever will wan to go to when i'm troubled. but the thing is this particular friend loves to ignore me. but again, in the first place, i dunno whether this person know that i still exist. HAHA. this holiday, i'm like so going to learn to keep troubles to myself. like wad's the use of telling ppl? they either ignore me totally, or indirectly ask me to get lost WHEN I HAVEN EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO SAY WAT'S TROUBLING ME. aiyaaa, i'm like used to being treated liddat ald man. continue doing it, by all means... and one day if i really commit suicide. too bad lor? hahahahahaha.
oh my gosh. my parents are like worried abt me.i was like happily watching tv den they started asking weird questions and saying things i nv hear them say before.
mum:why are u getting thinner? have you been eating ?
me:whr got thinner? :l
dad:are u on a diet?
me: NO?
mum:do u nit help in ur maths? tuition?
me:i think i can make it la:)
mum:y u so weird?normally ppl fail amaths but u pass amaths,fail emaths.
me:haha!my senior said that too, i dunno why too.
dad:easier stuffs den careless.
me:EMATHS IS NOT EASIER.
mum:are u thinking of going to JC?
me:like very stressful leh.. i dunno.
mum:if u think it's too stressful, den go to poly then, too much stress is not good.
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seriously i cant believe my mum ask me to go to poly if i think it's too stressful. i love my mum so much man. she's like.... know me so well. she even noe i prefer porridge which are more dry. yes, she know that i hate to eat porridge too :) and she never fail to know things WHEN I NEVER EVEN TELL HER. i love my mum :)
me and ryan have come to the conclusion that clowns are noble ppl. clowns. ppl, dun be clowns. noble but sad. dun please. but ryan said : " once a clown forever a clown." oh well... SAD. ryan, if u are reading this, cheer up man. BE A HAPPY CLOWN.
now i know why u did that sick thing. i noe. it's so not sensible. haha:) we are all not sensible. LOL.wanna go out with u man! so many things to tell u. so many things to show u. one day:)
ahhhhhhhhhh. xinyi and ther so sweet!! write testimonial for me so sweet!!! thanks guys. i love u guys the most sia. come to think of it... why did i go to those ppl who ignore me lor. so stupid rite? haha. sorry my attitude was like shit i know. sorry guys. i'm back :) thanks for the testimonial!!!
simplyjun. crying silently like a clown.
haha:)
close friends? how close? are u aware of wad i really almost did? do u care bout my feelings when u say things? how simply u jus ignore my cries for help thinking it's ok. wad close friends? wad "i care" ? jus like empty promises. and THIS is wad i mean by clos yet not close. and finally, i noe how to explain it ald. i'm troubled, i wan to say it out and i dun say it to jus anybody. i say it to those who i feel like saying it to. haha. so if u're not close to me, and i start talking nonsense that u dun understand, jus bear with me. i'm telling u becos i FEEL like telling you. haha. ya, there's this particular friend who i forever will wan to go to when i'm troubled. but the thing is this particular friend loves to ignore me. but again, in the first place, i dunno whether this person know that i still exist. HAHA. this holiday, i'm like so going to learn to keep troubles to myself. like wad's the use of telling ppl? they either ignore me totally, or indirectly ask me to get lost WHEN I HAVEN EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO SAY WAT'S TROUBLING ME. aiyaaa, i'm like used to being treated liddat ald man. continue doing it, by all means... and one day if i really commit suicide. too bad lor? hahahahahaha.
oh my gosh. my parents are like worried abt me.i was like happily watching tv den they started asking weird questions and saying things i nv hear them say before.
mum:why are u getting thinner? have you been eating ?
me:whr got thinner? :l
dad:are u on a diet?
me: NO?
mum:do u nit help in ur maths? tuition?
me:i think i can make it la:)
mum:y u so weird?normally ppl fail amaths but u pass amaths,fail emaths.
me:haha!my senior said that too, i dunno why too.
dad:easier stuffs den careless.
me:EMATHS IS NOT EASIER.
mum:are u thinking of going to JC?
me:like very stressful leh.. i dunno.
mum:if u think it's too stressful, den go to poly then, too much stress is not good.
....
seriously i cant believe my mum ask me to go to poly if i think it's too stressful. i love my mum so much man. she's like.... know me so well. she even noe i prefer porridge which are more dry. yes, she know that i hate to eat porridge too :) and she never fail to know things WHEN I NEVER EVEN TELL HER. i love my mum :)
me and ryan have come to the conclusion that clowns are noble ppl. clowns. ppl, dun be clowns. noble but sad. dun please. but ryan said : " once a clown forever a clown." oh well... SAD. ryan, if u are reading this, cheer up man. BE A HAPPY CLOWN.
now i know why u did that sick thing. i noe. it's so not sensible. haha:) we are all not sensible. LOL.wanna go out with u man! so many things to tell u. so many things to show u. one day:)
ahhhhhhhhhh. xinyi and ther so sweet!! write testimonial for me so sweet!!! thanks guys. i love u guys the most sia. come to think of it... why did i go to those ppl who ignore me lor. so stupid rite? haha. sorry my attitude was like shit i know. sorry guys. i'm back :) thanks for the testimonial!!!
simplyjun. crying silently like a clown.
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