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Y 29 November 2005
back. THER (:
yesterday's a lovely day man. everything's so nice. so right. ha (: bowlin was nice. even if i played so shitty, so horribly. and i durno why. maybe like louis said befor, " maybe today's jus not your day la. " haha. yar. maybe. and co prac at TP was lovely too. i LOVE sheng si xiang xu man. so nice. so romantic. and zheng lao shi was like saying, " yao wan de xiang ni zai chang ge yi yang" my god. lollol. aft co, i walked home alone. its wulu and dark. but its still nice la. and i thought i'll not have dinner that night. but hey! my aunt cooked fer us. man. so nice of her la. missed her cooking and dinner was LOVELY. ha ha ha. bad thing was .. emily's away at chalet. meanin. i had ter sleep alone. so scary. hate sleepin alone. but .. hai. no choice. at least nik's still with me (: and. the lights. laughs. i slept with the lights on. waha.
sighs. something seems to be missin. but i dunno what. i feel so plain everyday. simply plain. big sianness. and how great. i durn feel happy. i feel so lonely. lalala. hai. now i jus wish i can go overseas quickly man. i feel stucked being here. ok. why am i feelin stucked? alright. whatever. ok. i durn even noe what im sayin la.
thoughts. i hate thoughts. i hate to think.
ok. im gonna be home alone again later. im eating dinner alone. again. again again again. hell la. LOL. oops. my mum's away again. my dad's at work again. ahhhhhh! and what? jun told me she's not bloggin anymore? more ahhhs. hai. and she's hidin things from us again. hai. incountable sighs.
