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01 November 2005
01 November 2005
Jun.
i'm like so high :)
beloved rosins. cloth. files. scores. stands. stoppers. tuner. strings. bows and cellos :)
cello section (:
ahhhhhh. i'm like wanting co practices. haha. this is like very weird. CO PRACTICES! new songs + enthusiasm = i want to go for practices. yes, i went on saturday anyway, when i dun have to go. so wad if we sit there and play those long notes and pizz parts repeatedly for like 2000times? it's still nice :) haha. oh, 15th jan is like two days aft my birthday can lol. performance two days aft my birthday ? perfect man. so much excitement. i'm thrilled. it's been so long:) haha. yes. beside cad, in front of theo,behind huiping. yes there's whr i am. in seventh heaven (:
shivering numb fingers + cello = plastic sounds
huh? so fast? it's time to forgive? haha. i went. can u believe it? my heart is intact. i'm alive and kicking. i thot that this is not within the realms of possibility. but i'm so wrong about myself for once. my heart is intact and i still had the mood and enthusiasm to beef abt things with sand. when i beef about things it means i'm alright ok? Y ISSIT NOT UNDERSTOOD? i dun get it, haha. ya. i was beefing and one friend said "cheer up la" hello? wad's ur prob ?! i'm not even sad ok. it's almost like u're smiling and laughing away den ur friend tell u... dun be sad man. yes, it is that ridiculous. haha. ok, i'm digressing. huh? wad was i talking bout? forgiving? hahahahaha. no way ok. no way. it's so disgusting. sick sick sick. like i told sand and she laughed like mad. lol.
aiyo. COME ON LA. i noe myself so freaking FREAKING well i noe it's jus a matter of time. yes, time. i hope u noe too :) it's jus a matter of time.i'm soft-hearted. and i love u so much like all friends do. *roll eyes. BECOS i look at u like how i look at evie :) and i love evie like crazy ok. so yes:) i love u like crazy oso. same kind of love! haha. this reminds me, evie wrote in YELLOW crayon.
evie love jun more than___does
i din believe it. now i do. haha SO FREAKING TRUE. i love evie too (:
sam : hmmm. wad will u be wearing later? LOL. dun wear till so nice okay. i look like sai.
me: u nth better to do issit? during cca ask me this kinda crap. ok, i wear like sai oso. let trish be the pretty one :)
sam: haha. i'm not asking u to wear like sai la. haha. i'm jus telling u not to glamorize yourself too much esp when u're gonna be seeing me in sch uniform
yawn. glamorize myself, for goodness sake. sam, can dun joke? evie is the one always glamorizing herself. wake up, woman. stop accusing the wrong person. haha. and no matter how sai i dress, when we meet, she's jus gonna say " u call this sai? u look so nice lor! " or smth liddat.there's smth seriously wrong with sam's eyes since primary5 and "i dunno wad to wear" reminds me of louis and yi. haha , random.
olevel chinese? all i rmb is that i was feeling so cold. i was like blue with cold, shivering like nuts. tap water is like warmer than my hands. face cold, hands cold. i needed warmth. tears are warm!haha, nonsense. i was jus COLD. i was so cold i wanted to scream in the exam hall, seriously. haha. to hell with coldness man. i wan warmth from u:)i feel cold easily recently. very easily. and it's rather scary. why do i feel cold so easily? trish and sam said it's becos i have no fats to protect me from the cold. really? serious? like real lor, wad no fats. i got fats lor can. haha. kekang says so. my weight is 40kg now.i lost 5kg cos of depression. :)
i'm like going out almost everyday can. LOL. my mum is like giving me alot of freedom now i seriously dunno why.i think she know i was depressed haha. she actually allowed me to reach home at ten plus. this is like a shock to me. LOL. well, actually no big deal la. for quite a few days, i went home at eleven plus twelve plus (: haha. going out with my friends is like freaking nice and happy la lol. how we jus talk nonsense laugh nonsense. cook nonsense, eat nonsense. lol. yes. cherish that friend, love that friend. well, should be.. cherish those friends, love those friends (: haha. i love all of u man.
haha. i'm strong? now i know. i'm strong. wad dun kill me make me stronger. now i noe how to describe it ald. it's the same as bringing me to the highest point of the world. i'm over the moon. and wad u did after that was.. u threw me down. u actually threw me down from that highest point. u threw me down. i almost died. but i'm not dead yet. i'm stronger. yes. Jun.... stronger (:
u threw me down from there.
macaroni cheese is super super nice. haha, reminds me of how i stayed at sam's till one am plus to bake that perfect brownie. those were the days man. haha :l macaroni cheese! DAMN NICE.
baked beans. macaroni cheese. vegetable soup. peel fresh white grape with aloe vera. tues. wad a perfect day (:
sad clown or happy clown. still a clown:)
it's scientifically proven that i slp well if someone say nites to me.
lastly... coldness + happiness = plastic smiles.
` cheers!
gosh i read some sick things off someone's blog. i was reduced slightly. but i'm ok (: woo, dun so sad. or rather, dun so bored. u have a clown friend !
LASTS
[straight after pahang camp i wrote this]
during the camp i missed : you (alot) , ther, dots,buddy,sam,trish,evie,dad,mum,bro,sis,belle,toilet,bed,sally,handphone,blogging,tv,mum' cooking,taking bus and taking pics with my phone.
after the camp i miss : solojob,caving,sleeping in the cave,slow loris,those butterflies,water rafting,sleeping in the bus,playing in the river,being with you.
ahhhhhhh.pahang camp. miss it like mad. all fun and joy. with so many friends. no disgusting matters. no disgusting ppl. perfect camp (:
onlyjun. the clown wannabe.
to that friend who went to visit my mum with me when she was hospitalised. hi:) u probably wont do that now, come to think of it. ok that's not wat i wanna say. wad i wanna say is...
gnod sn rdd xnt rnnm (:
i'm like so high :)
beloved rosins. cloth. files. scores. stands. stoppers. tuner. strings. bows and cellos :)
cello section (:
ahhhhhh. i'm like wanting co practices. haha. this is like very weird. CO PRACTICES! new songs + enthusiasm = i want to go for practices. yes, i went on saturday anyway, when i dun have to go. so wad if we sit there and play those long notes and pizz parts repeatedly for like 2000times? it's still nice :) haha. oh, 15th jan is like two days aft my birthday can lol. performance two days aft my birthday ? perfect man. so much excitement. i'm thrilled. it's been so long:) haha. yes. beside cad, in front of theo,behind huiping. yes there's whr i am. in seventh heaven (:
shivering numb fingers + cello = plastic sounds
huh? so fast? it's time to forgive? haha. i went. can u believe it? my heart is intact. i'm alive and kicking. i thot that this is not within the realms of possibility. but i'm so wrong about myself for once. my heart is intact and i still had the mood and enthusiasm to beef abt things with sand. when i beef about things it means i'm alright ok? Y ISSIT NOT UNDERSTOOD? i dun get it, haha. ya. i was beefing and one friend said "cheer up la" hello? wad's ur prob ?! i'm not even sad ok. it's almost like u're smiling and laughing away den ur friend tell u... dun be sad man. yes, it is that ridiculous. haha. ok, i'm digressing. huh? wad was i talking bout? forgiving? hahahahaha. no way ok. no way. it's so disgusting. sick sick sick. like i told sand and she laughed like mad. lol.
aiyo. COME ON LA. i noe myself so freaking FREAKING well i noe it's jus a matter of time. yes, time. i hope u noe too :) it's jus a matter of time.
evie love jun more than___does
i din believe it. now i do. haha SO FREAKING TRUE. i love evie too (:
sam : hmmm. wad will u be wearing later? LOL. dun wear till so nice okay. i look like sai.
me: u nth better to do issit? during cca ask me this kinda crap. ok, i wear like sai oso. let trish be the pretty one :)
sam: haha. i'm not asking u to wear like sai la. haha. i'm jus telling u not to glamorize yourself too much esp when u're gonna be seeing me in sch uniform
yawn. glamorize myself, for goodness sake. sam, can dun joke? evie is the one always glamorizing herself. wake up, woman. stop accusing the wrong person. haha. and no matter how sai i dress, when we meet, she's jus gonna say " u call this sai? u look so nice lor! " or smth liddat.
olevel chinese? all i rmb is that i was feeling so cold. i was like blue with cold, shivering like nuts. tap water is like warmer than my hands. face cold, hands cold. i needed warmth. tears are warm!
i'm like going out almost everyday can. LOL. my mum is like giving me alot of freedom now i seriously dunno why.
haha. i'm strong? now i know. i'm strong. wad dun kill me make me stronger. now i noe how to describe it ald. it's the same as bringing me to the highest point of the world. i'm over the moon. and wad u did after that was.. u threw me down. u actually threw me down from that highest point. u threw me down. i almost died. but i'm not dead yet. i'm stronger. yes. Jun.... stronger (:
macaroni cheese is super super nice. haha, reminds me of how i stayed at sam's till one am plus to bake that perfect brownie. those were the days man. haha :l macaroni cheese! DAMN NICE.
baked beans. macaroni cheese. vegetable soup. peel fresh white grape with aloe vera. tues. wad a perfect day (:
sad clown or happy clown. still a clown:)
it's scientifically proven that i slp well if someone say nites to me.
lastly... coldness + happiness = plastic smiles.
` cheers!
gosh i read some sick things off someone's blog. i was reduced slightly. but i'm ok (: woo, dun so sad. or rather, dun so bored. u have a clown friend !
LASTS
[straight after pahang camp i wrote this]
during the camp i missed : you (alot) , ther, dots,buddy,sam,trish,evie,dad,mum,bro,sis,belle,toilet,bed,sally,handphone,blogging,tv,mum' cooking,taking bus and taking pics with my phone.
after the camp i miss : solojob,caving,sleeping in the cave,slow loris,those butterflies,water rafting,sleeping in the bus,playing in the river,being with you.
ahhhhhhh.pahang camp. miss it like mad. all fun and joy. with so many friends. no disgusting matters. no disgusting ppl. perfect camp (:
onlyjun. the clown wannabe.
to that friend who went to visit my mum with me when she was hospitalised. hi:) u probably wont do that now, come to think of it. ok that's not wat i wanna say. wad i wanna say is...
gnod sn rdd xnt rnnm (:
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