thanks la jun. ask me go find bout CLIFFS. and im lik in front of this stupid com for one hour ler but i still cannot find anything bout CLIFFS. ahhh.

how shitty can things be man. whatever.

cliffs so shit. yesterday so shit. vomittin so shit. youth camp so shit too. received a msg frm my cuz last night. " Jus to remind you, im in eur camp grp. So feel fortune. Ha. " now i really do feel fortunate to harv him in my camp group la. im in the most weird grp ever man. and im so gonna hate camp. haw. nobody's gonna understand me la. "its jus a grpp what" ookay. bahh. i dunno how the organisers organise de la. somemore all zi ji ren. imagine a grp with all guys and only a girl. and more den half of the guys are stangers to me? there's no one im close to? except yea. my cuz. den melinda maybe busy with church work to come join us. and den what? im alone? hell. and it seems like switching cass and me is the only solution. i durwan lor. im alr not happy, cass will surely not be happy. hai. that's it la. my camp. to think i had looked forward to it. thinkin all the fun and laughters. ha. okay. maybe it's not gonna be so bad? oh. i really do hope somebody will perusade me bout it man. " It's not gonna be so bad" yes. aiya. you shud jus shut up la girl. stop complainin. ________________ %*&#()!@#&*($@^*#% fine. nobody knows how lousy im feelin.. but. thanks calv. (:


forget bout the whole grp thing la. mus thankyou all you guys.
i harv a big heart. (:
yes. does it sound vague? lol. whatever. the most i durn go camp and all. lalala. bah. and i still cant find anything bout CLIFFS! ahhh. sick.

i should jus go back and find CLIFFS la. yes.
okay.
sowi. moodswings are horrible. i know. :D


SMILEs!
th^er.