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20 January 2006
20 January 2006
rather ignored today:(
i wrote crap for my compo.
today is rather weird, i dunno how to say. alive! was okay, i did laughed abit, it's really better than nothing. n strangely, i cant recall what actually happened during other lessons. my memory is seriously failing me. or mayb, my mind is really occupied by stupid things. it seems like my determination is wearing off, i'm not self-disciplining.but i'm intact okay, u all dun have to worry(:
once again, i had the joy of ppl agreeing with me. when ther came to me and said that one sentence, i was really overjoyed. it's exactly wad's on my mind. however, mayb after all, i'm jus being too naive(: currently, i'm like so speechless. so moodless. so confused. so lost. so angry. so disgusted. hahahaha. i really dunno wat to think of situations now. wad i see contradicts with wad i think. so am i suppose to believe wat i see? or am i to believe wad i think? suddenly, i feel so scared. i think it's been so long since i really speak my mind. i think i dunno how to anymore. and i jus spilled water on my table.fuck.
i wanna dissolve anger&hatred away. i really want to go bowling man. and i guess, today is one of those days when i cant take things n jus end up crying at home. it's jus one of those days. guess i jus really nit ppl to talk to me. so i'm glad when friends talk to me. really. ther, do u think we are totally wrong again, jus lyk the previous time when we had faith, but were totally let down in the end? i dunno. n mayb i shouldn't know. u do know what i mean((:
shit. that stupid idiot who left is making me so paranoid. i think i shld stop being so paranoid man. cos after all, not every human being is so idiotic like u. not everybody come to me, tell me a pack of lies, behave as if he/she is some kinda angel from heaven, giving u alot of love which turns out to be so superly fake. i still wan to trust other ppl(: and to think i trusted u so much, despite accusations and negative comments directed at you. u're not even worth it lah. and i'm seriously not gonna waste any of my precious time on you. who do u think u are man. now, i'm jus gonna see u as shit in toilet bowls. or mayb, shits in toilet bowls are even much better than you. at least, they dun tell me lies and let me down after that.
U'RE WORSE THAN SHITS IN TOILET BOWLS.
okay, this is truly inspiring.
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
i told my friend once
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
when we performed together
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
"one good thing about a bad show is
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
the next one's always better"
guys, that's positive thinking. and i guess, one thing about a bad experience is that, the next one will definitely be better(: yay. for that, i'll look forward to my next experience, lol. yea(: and i dunno why, my phone looks alien to me now :l
oh btw, i played cello with plasters on my fingers xD WAD A HINDRANCE, lol.
i miss u gals, evie,sam and trish(:
I'M GOING SHOPPING TMR((((:
oh anyway louis, do u know that ther, yi and sand wanna kill u for telling me what's my birthday present? forever so big mouth man u. rofl. RUN FOR UR LIFE, BUD(:
fear is a special thing.
fear appears to make us feel weak.
fear appears to make us feel vulnerable.
to people, fear is a weakness.
partially true.
without fear, means being without weakness
without weakness, there cannot be strength.
and without strength, you are nothing but weak.
i've been so weak, so beaten. and i guess that is why i'm so strong now(:
feb performance. playing dunno wat song. at dunno whr. on dunno wat day. at dunno wat time. invited by dunno who. guest-of-honour, the president. *stunned.
_Jun.
i'm never ever gonna take that freaking stupid bus again. it's jus disgustingly stained with DIRT. and u're jus so disgusting i'm gonna delete u away. u're so not worth it, so heartless, so strange, so far away. u're that stupid stranger.
and now, it's precious six(:
i wrote crap for my compo.
today is rather weird, i dunno how to say. alive! was okay, i did laughed abit, it's really better than nothing. n strangely, i cant recall what actually happened during other lessons. my memory is seriously failing me. or mayb, my mind is really occupied by stupid things. it seems like my determination is wearing off, i'm not self-disciplining.but i'm intact okay, u all dun have to worry(:
once again, i had the joy of ppl agreeing with me. when ther came to me and said that one sentence, i was really overjoyed. it's exactly wad's on my mind. however, mayb after all, i'm jus being too naive(: currently, i'm like so speechless. so moodless. so confused. so lost. so angry. so disgusted. hahahaha. i really dunno wat to think of situations now. wad i see contradicts with wad i think. so am i suppose to believe wat i see? or am i to believe wad i think? suddenly, i feel so scared. i think it's been so long since i really speak my mind. i think i dunno how to anymore. and i jus spilled water on my table.
i wanna dissolve anger&hatred away. i really want to go bowling man. and i guess, today is one of those days when i cant take things n jus end up crying at home. it's jus one of those days. guess i jus really nit ppl to talk to me. so i'm glad when friends talk to me. really. ther, do u think we are totally wrong again, jus lyk the previous time when we had faith, but were totally let down in the end? i dunno. n mayb i shouldn't know. u do know what i mean((:
shit. that stupid idiot who left is making me so paranoid. i think i shld stop being so paranoid man. cos after all, not every human being is so idiotic like u. not everybody come to me, tell me a pack of lies, behave as if he/she is some kinda angel from heaven, giving u alot of love which turns out to be so superly fake. i still wan to trust other ppl(: and to think i trusted u so much, despite accusations and negative comments directed at you. u're not even worth it lah. and i'm seriously not gonna waste any of my precious time on you. who do u think u are man. now, i'm jus gonna see u as shit in toilet bowls. or mayb, shits in toilet bowls are even much better than you. at least, they dun tell me lies and let me down after that.
U'RE WORSE THAN SHITS IN TOILET BOWLS.
okay, this is truly inspiring.
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
i told my friend once
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
when we performed together
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
"one good thing about a bad show is
[B3at] Back to Basic. says:
the next one's always better"
guys, that's positive thinking. and i guess, one thing about a bad experience is that, the next one will definitely be better(: yay. for that, i'll look forward to my next experience, lol. yea(: and i dunno why, my phone looks alien to me now :l
oh btw, i played cello with plasters on my fingers xD WAD A HINDRANCE, lol.
i miss u gals, evie,sam and trish(:
I'M GOING SHOPPING TMR((((:
oh anyway louis, do u know that ther, yi and sand wanna kill u for telling me what's my birthday present? forever so big mouth man u. rofl. RUN FOR UR LIFE, BUD(:
fear is a special thing.
fear appears to make us feel weak.
fear appears to make us feel vulnerable.
to people, fear is a weakness.
partially true.
without fear, means being without weakness
without weakness, there cannot be strength.
and without strength, you are nothing but weak.
i've been so weak, so beaten. and i guess that is why i'm so strong now(:
feb performance. playing dunno wat song. at dunno whr. on dunno wat day. at dunno wat time. invited by dunno who. guest-of-honour, the president. *stunned.
_Jun.
i'm never ever gonna take that freaking stupid bus again. it's jus disgustingly stained with DIRT. and u're jus so disgusting i'm gonna delete u away. u're so not worth it, so heartless, so strange, so far away. u're that stupid stranger.
please believe me again at 10:11 PM
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