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Y 29 January 2006
so u left?
my dinner = four ferrero rochers. so nice and i'm full ald -.-
i'm not in the cny mood, i dunno why. but at least i'm feeling much better. all the usuals today. woke up early in the morning, went to my grandma's hse. said happy new year and stuffs, smile smile, talk talk. den went to visit other relatives. and come to think of it, i seriously dunno who are those ppl whom we have been visiting every year during cny. so jus who are they? *smiles.
so i started to talk to my sis, took many pictures with her(: yeah, and i believe she likes that ryan person. ohh, haha wadever. den we went to some temples after visiting our relatives. yeah, so i got the shock of my life when i saw zachary.so exaggerating, lol. i was like.. is that zachary? :l i mean, i dunno anyone else in this whole entire world who looks so much like a tiger to me, shld be rite? yup. wad a coincident. yeah so i said hi(: anyway its all cadence's fault that i keep relating ppl to animals. and cadence looks like tweety bird. lmao.
and so, on our way to here and there, i talked to my sis. and anyway, she asked bout ppl in sch and stuffs. wad? so i'm supposed to tell her bout disgusting ppl? well, my natural reaction was "nth's happening." yeah, and i hope she dun look at my msn contacts. i dun wan her to be traumatised for the rest of life after seeing some wad-the-shit-is-this-person-thinking nicks. and hey, i protected u once again. so shitty. and i actually told my sis bout you. haha, yea. i'm so confused ald, but i guess it's all clear now. den i told my sis bout those ppl who jus come and go. and mayb after all, she's right. i think she's right. my sis's always right. so u came, and i'm happy bout it. and then u left.. i cant do anything bout it, rite? bye lor. i jus feel sad bout it, but i really cant do anything. and i tried, really(:
as for this case right now, well, i guess it's jus a misunderstanding. and i'm jus thinking too much. wishful thinking on my part. so sucky man. oh well, life goes on(:
