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18 January 2006
18 January 2006
wad a happy day(:
okay. today turns out to be a really nice and happy day. yay. hahaha. in the morning, i was like sleepy, as usual. i really hate feeling sleepy. and so at the very very last min, we were told that the geog test will be on plate tectonics and weather&climate. we were all pek chek, seriously. hahaha, ahhhhhhh, i studied equatorial rainforest, deciduous forest and coniferous ald then they announce that it wont be tested. wad a disappointment. i was really really trying to concentrate on plate tectonics during that one hour of geog self-study. but i ended up chit-chatting with ther. hahaha.
hcl lessons was so slack man, as usual. yah, but i had fun talking to sandy, louis and yi lah(: and i totally dread english lessons): i was like trying so super hard to keep myself awake. bryan was like falling aslp oso, seriously. hahaha. and i really love physics, u see. mr. toh is so nice lah(: and yeah, the way he said "i tell u all a secret..." den he laughed. den the whole class ehoe his laughter. yea, we all laughed(: like louis mentioned, we were laughing at his laughter. and i realised, it's actually nice to laugh at ppl's laughter. well, i believe i dun have to say anything bout maths lesson. kindly read ther's post(: and okay, i admit, i'm rather slow at learning matrices, lol.
i dun wanna talk bout geog test. i have this bad feeling i'm gonna fail like shit, jus like for emaths test. argh): so after geog test i went to have fun! yea, with louis, hiangling, huihoon and lifang(: we went to mac at tampines to eat. and i really had fun talking to them. they are so nice and happy ppl, lol. yeah, so i laughed like seriously alot, laughed out loud, laughed happily. crazily. really. like yay! hiangling told me i look nice when i smile. okay, for that, i'll smile more(:
it's so so so amazing how things i hear from other ppl can shock me like hell. i din expect things to be liddat, seriously. all along, i thot, oh well, nobody will actually even agree with me. but when i know that ppl actually agree with me and know how i feel, i feel so happy. contented(: hahaha, so jus when i was thinking to myself "okay, nobody knows wat i'm thinking right now, secret secret." den ther came to me and said " psss. disgusting ppl! " HAHAHA. that's nice, gal. love ya for talking to me bout it also. now, i know u agree with me about this, though i dun get so agitated bout it like u. and once again, disgusting ppl are disgusting. yeah, disgusting, i nv say u're wrong. i'm really much stronger and more to the normal side now. i'm serious. wad louis said, which is seriously super irritatingly disgusting din even affect me abit. i listened, den oh okay, i feel so neutral man(: den i suddenly rmb. " not ashamed ah? " that escaped the mouth of a friend whom i thot to be understanding. i was bit stunned. and that was the starting of realising wat's on all my friends mind. i din expect it to be liddat! but wadever it is, thanks to all of u who actually agree with me. really, jus agreeing with me is enough. i feel so much more sure of myself and stuffs(:
i'm sorry if i give u looks that really look unfriendly. cos seriously, i dunno how to look at u anymore. who are u anyway? but trust me, i still stand by you though i dunno why. i still believe in you. and nah, it's not painful believing in you. dun worry bout me! *winks.
i'm happy again. and for today, i really believe that heaven is being very cruel cos heaven wanna be kind(: thanks louis, huihoon, lifang and hiangling for making me laugh non-stop.
_Jun.
to that one who went off; i dun understand, seriously. but it's okay. u dun value, so do i now. bye and i'm deleting u away. i mean it.
okay. today turns out to be a really nice and happy day. yay. hahaha. in the morning, i was like sleepy, as usual. i really hate feeling sleepy. and so at the very very last min, we were told that the geog test will be on plate tectonics and weather&climate. we were all pek chek, seriously. hahaha, ahhhhhhh, i studied equatorial rainforest, deciduous forest and coniferous ald then they announce that it wont be tested. wad a disappointment. i was really really trying to concentrate on plate tectonics during that one hour of geog self-study. but i ended up chit-chatting with ther. hahaha.
hcl lessons was so slack man, as usual. yah, but i had fun talking to sandy, louis and yi lah(: and i totally dread english lessons): i was like trying so super hard to keep myself awake. bryan was like falling aslp oso, seriously. hahaha. and i really love physics, u see. mr. toh is so nice lah(: and yeah, the way he said "i tell u all a secret..." den he laughed. den the whole class ehoe his laughter. yea, we all laughed(: like louis mentioned, we were laughing at his laughter. and i realised, it's actually nice to laugh at ppl's laughter. well, i believe i dun have to say anything bout maths lesson. kindly read ther's post(: and okay, i admit, i'm rather slow at learning matrices, lol.
i dun wanna talk bout geog test. i have this bad feeling i'm gonna fail like shit, jus like for emaths test. argh): so after geog test i went to have fun! yea, with louis, hiangling, huihoon and lifang(: we went to mac at tampines to eat. and i really had fun talking to them. they are so nice and happy ppl, lol. yeah, so i laughed like seriously alot, laughed out loud, laughed happily. crazily. really. like yay! hiangling told me i look nice when i smile. okay, for that, i'll smile more(:
it's so so so amazing how things i hear from other ppl can shock me like hell. i din expect things to be liddat, seriously. all along, i thot, oh well, nobody will actually even agree with me. but when i know that ppl actually agree with me and know how i feel, i feel so happy. contented(: hahaha, so jus when i was thinking to myself "okay, nobody knows wat i'm thinking right now, secret secret." den ther came to me and said " psss. disgusting ppl! " HAHAHA. that's nice, gal. love ya for talking to me bout it also. now, i know u agree with me about this, though i dun get so agitated bout it like u. and once again, disgusting ppl are disgusting. yeah, disgusting, i nv say u're wrong. i'm really much stronger and more to the normal side now. i'm serious. wad louis said, which is seriously super irritatingly disgusting din even affect me abit. i listened, den oh okay, i feel so neutral man(: den i suddenly rmb. " not ashamed ah? " that escaped the mouth of a friend whom i thot to be understanding. i was bit stunned. and that was the starting of realising wat's on all my friends mind. i din expect it to be liddat! but wadever it is, thanks to all of u who actually agree with me. really, jus agreeing with me is enough. i feel so much more sure of myself and stuffs(:
i'm sorry if i give u looks that really look unfriendly. cos seriously, i dunno how to look at u anymore. who are u anyway? but trust me, i still stand by you though i dunno why. i still believe in you. and nah, it's not painful believing in you. dun worry bout me! *winks.
i'm happy again. and for today, i really believe that heaven is being very cruel cos heaven wanna be kind(: thanks louis, huihoon, lifang and hiangling for making me laugh non-stop.
_Jun.
to that one who went off; i dun understand, seriously. but it's okay. u dun value, so do i now. bye and i'm deleting u away. i mean it.
please believe me again at 10:00 PM
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