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Y 28 February 2006
ahahahaha.
my gosh. both ther and yi blogged. i cannot go missing in action. yayyyyyyy. today J.E.X blogged(:
today was i-seriously-dunno-how-to-tell-u-ppl.
happy day!
okay, i think i shld go dig for courage to watch final destination3, lol. and wolf creek also hor. it's time i learn to be brave -.- okay bit no link. i cant really think properly now, i dunno why. too high.
i think there's smth seriously wrong with my facial expressions. i cant control my mouth properly i think. yi was like telling me "i know u're in good mood but u dun have to keep on smiling to urself like NON-STOP." well, actually, u know, i was feeling frustrated at that time. yeah, so i found it weird why yi said that. was i really smiling? okay, yeah, i admit i realised i'm like smiling to myself all day long for the past few days, i dunno why. due to some very unexpected reasons that is. okay, haha. so vague rite, wadever, rofl. and ther even imitated, how i look like the whole day. she went to take a book, pretend to read it. and then she was just smiling to herself. OHH SO THAT'S HOW I LOOK LIKE. ahahaha, like some moron okay. why am i smiling to myself? =)
i actually feel bit sorry. i'm sorry:(
okay, wadever it is. studies very important to me now. i'm like totally drained out due to past events, i think i gave up unknowingly. i gave up on myself. and i'm trying to pick myself up again. difficult can. i dunno whr to start from, i dunno how to start. but yet, no choice but to try. yeah, right now. wanna pick myself up from where i was abandoned.
i wanna hear stories also(:
i wanted to throw my phone away during our nicely pushed back recess today. literally. i dunno it'd get that bad. i was angry and stupidly lost. i dun wan this to happen again. never. no history repeating itself. i dun wan. so, now, no pampering i said. slap me in the face if i'm giving attitude. stab me if i'm throwing my temper for nth. snap at me if i'm acting retarded. kill me if i look depressed. and condemn me please, if i ask to be pampered.
but overall. happy day!
i love ther and yi(: and pls blog more okay u two, i love seeing ur posts here in our lil blog, lol.
