dun accuse me of not telling you. the thing is u din even bother to ask.
today was like half hell. woke up feeling totally like a blind. cant even open my stupid eyes properly. was so tired and sleepy the whole entire morning. geog was kinda like rubbish lah, wad exactly were we doing i also dunno man. chinese wasn't any better. den started to feel really very sleepy during physics, maths was worse okay. i was like totally aslp or wat. i dunno when is this crap gonna stop. i slept at 2am again last night, okay as in this morning. oh well, mayb i will slp early tonight. right.
and today, when i was unconscious [falling aslp.] i wrote things like, sin together(: and very adnormal lines like, all metals above tagboard will seriously be so late as u kept seeing, so u meet me will late. this is so amusing, i'm like amused by myself. hahaha.
ss test was shit. like pure shit. seems like everybody screwed up. louis so amazingly realised he din study the third factor. i totally forgot wat was the third factor bout. ther was like "wat's that picture trying to say." yi was like upset after that, aftershock of bad test, always. john was like "my mind went blank." i heard weichoy saying "eh, my answer for the first question longer than my answer for the second question." like -.- and ryan jus told me he thinks he cant make it. oh well, this ss test is pure hell lah.
so i asked myself, during the ss test. jus wat am i doing? and i felt so determined bout staying back in sch to study aft that. and so i did.
stayed till like 530pm or so. i actually felt sleepy inititally. when i started studying. then i allowed myself to slp, so i can like wake up and concentrate. yeah, so i slept in the canteen okay lol. woke up then studied. it was fruitful, thank god. i managed to cover the whole of metals. gotta study periodic table later. yay, metals dun look alien to me anymore, lol. and thanks louis for lending ur files and textbook. ur worksheets shows that u're hardworking. all the ugly and illegible handwriting, like all over the place. haha, sorry bout not informing u i put them back into the locker:( so left sch feeling happy and contented that i managed to do some stuffs. i'm so gonna stay back in sch like everyday in future. fell aslp on bus10. totally tired and sleepy. planned to slp once i reach home. my old stupid problem again, i jus dun go to slp.
came home, i was so happy to see those sunflowers. hey, they look more alive today, look more strong. i'm serious. cos my mum sprayed water on them this morning. that's so nice of her. i think i'll go buy sunflowers next time when i'm sad. cheers me up. and so, i was staring at my sunflowers, den i thot of some things... sighs.
i think i looked like real dead today, like totally no eyes or wat. ugly yea.
this is to all people living in my beautiful world. i know life is stressful and all now. due to the oncoming and never-ending flow of tests each week. the over-piling of homeworks, assignments and projects. not to forget additional stuffs like cca, musical rehearsals and watever that u all have. but we ARE taking the olevel examinations this year, u cant escape from stress this year, no matter wat u do. i understand, considering the other factors of life, all together they come as one and act like one huge enormous boulder, dropping down on all of u. but always remember, this is L I F E. and u're not alone. this is smth u have to go through, smth everyone has to go through. no escape. so face it, face the challenge, face those obstacles. and i believe we all can do it. we are all working towards this common goal, which is the olevel exam. u feel stressed up, i feel stressed up. u work hard, i work hard. u tired, i tired. we're all together, so none is alone. alright? so together, we shall work hard, play hard, strive hard. use stress the right way(: and i believe all of us can achieve our goals at the end of the day(: lastly, everyone, pls stay healthy, stay funny and most of all, stay laughy! ahahahha :DDD
pls note: i dun consider disgusting ppl as existing in my beautiful life(:
u noe, i feel upset due to the oncoming stress everyday without fail. but i jus dun say it, that's all. and i can handle((((:
love, Jun(:
i'm confused ald. so jus wat's ur intention, wat's on ur mind?