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Y 06 February 2006
i dun like this at all.
yeah. so my mum was like seriously scolding my brother. shouting and screaming. i felt so lost and frustrated. i dun like to feel frustrated at home. it makes me confused. but sadly, it has been liddat for a period of time ald. jus why do i feel frustrated when i'm at home. its getting real bad.
today was like laughy. LOL. first thing in the morning, on the bus to sch. yi showed me this willy wonka sms. i read it and laughed. yeah, i started laughing. like standing, on the bus, i started laughing madly. so uncontrollably. i laughed like non-stop. i laughed and laughed and still laughed until i could'nt stand properly. so i was like moving here and there. den i laughingly dropped my wallet. den i continued laughing. it feels so nice to laugh liddat. yi and ther, WILLY WONKA. AHAHAHAHHA -.-
but i was like feeling depressed in the morning cos nobody reminded me to bring health booklet. and i totally forgot bout it, like of cos. yeah, am i some sort of non-existant? but okay, i'm happy again then cos i jus received a sms reminding me to bring the health booklet. haha. so i still exist(: yeah, oh, den we laughed throughout the day. i dunno why, we jus laughed bout like every single thing. even nothing. esp history lesson, which was as usual, super very unproductive. so we slacked, slept, laughed, crapped, giggled, joked and ate. okay, i din. wadever it is, we laughed lah, that is.
wad's with feeling helpless bout work. watever it is, i jus feel lost and helpless. i hate feeling like that. i wanna stop feeling liddat. like immediately. and i'm jus so glad louis is forever there to teach me maths. THANK YOU SO MUCH. and i really still nit ur help okay. lol :DDDDDDD
i feel like so awake now, i think i can dun sleep tonight and jus go to sch str. mayb i shld do that man. hahahahha -.- okay. i wanna laugh like today again. it makes me feel happy (:
HURRAH. i'm getting my idiotic new spects tmr!
i wan sunflowers:( i wanna watch fearless. i wanna cry till i die. and whoever u are, u better dun come and go.
chocos brighten up my day((((: and i dun wanna be wrong again:( _Jun.
if u wander off too far, my love will get u home. if u follow the wrong stars, my love will get u home. if u ever find urself, lost and all alone, get back on ur feet and think of me, my love will get u home, boy. my love will get u home((((:
