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21 February 2006
21 February 2006
mayb. i wont blog anymore. and if so, my last post will be on heroes in my beautiful life(:
last weekend was crazy. totally mad. so eventful i dunno how to go bout talking bout it. first of all, smash'd rocked and everybody ard was like completely outta their mind. screaming, cheering, clapping, laughing, smiling, talking, complaining, even jumping, running, hopping ard. it was nice to watch my friends perform. totally impressed. wenda did great, infrared danced so well. and ryan was totally cool and him(:
went to watch fearless after that. wad a nice show. *holds last blow. haha. i was so so so so touched by the fact that he was ald poisoned, and dying, yet, he still persist. he fought, and he held that last blow when he could have jus punch right into that guy. and so, that part was totally touching lah. and i dun get why is that movie even NC16. lameness. yah, some parts were bloody. so? i could have watch that movie when i was in childcare lor. still NC16 -.-
and anyway, i dunno wat's the point of observing me when i eat, lol.
sunday was... tsk. i cried for an hour, and it's quite nice. but it was like a undescridable day. literally, dunno how to describe. so, forget bout it.
today. is totally coughy. i jus cough. and cough. and still, cough.
*coughs.
yah. and my non-existing voice resulted from all the screamings and rapid talkings on sat nite is now. back. yet, sounds so irritatingly awful and disgusting, i wish i have no voice instead. and i jus cough and cough and cough all day long. and throat condition deterioated today. mayb cos of that two packets of M&Ms ytd. and wad else? ohh, that packet of glo worms last nite before i went to bed. GLO worms. like yongwei worms, totally nonsensical. haha. ohh, and ferrero rocher also =x and today, stuffs like fish&chips =X and and and, some spicy stuffs lah. sounds like i'm committing suicide, but wadever lah. i'm so attitude today i jus hecked and ate everything in sight. and so, my throat feels like totally corroded now. hurts and make me wanna scream more. then again, why scream more when it ald hurts? haha. lala, jus feel like venting frustrations. and coughing hurts also. sian. oh well, some kinda new experience with my idiotic throat, that is. cough,sore throat and no voice at the same time. i have the worse ever gone-case throat okay. and somehow, nobody steps in to snatch away those unhealthy food from me(: so, well, okay, fine. i'll jus heck and still cough on. let my throat happily be corroded away.
practice was okay. jus that today, i was being bit attitude and away from the group. den after that mr.cheng had this lil meeting with the sec fours. my heart sorta sank quite a few times. he jus have to mention that we are leaving soon. somehow, i dun wanna be reminded of that. not now, stressed up enough ald. dun wanna go upset. i wanna join in every activity that he mentioned. the swiss cottage exhange thingy. and another concert. another concert. how nice can that be. but nicely at the wrong time. if its in sept, man, we have olevels okay. but i jus, so wanna join in. and if this concert is on, i'm rather sure i dun have to feel unappreciated all over MONTHS later aft the concert. so, yah (:
i'm emotionally confused. i dunno wat's happening. and u have to be unavailable whenever this happens. well, doesnt matter anyway. *secret secret* and u dun wanna know too. its none of ur concern.
anyway, since i-really-dun-rmb-when, i started eating breakfast. can u believe this nonsense? me. eating breakfast. gosh, thats so like a miracle. okay, this is really big news hor. but yah, not anymore lah. haha, cos i think i'll continue eating breakfast. so, i eat breakfast(: and soon, its not news anymore. haha. and so, i felt uneasy today, cos i din eat breakfast. first thing i did was to slp. when i reached sch, haha. okay wadever. so, dinner today was bread+corn. soooooooooo nice. i felt so excited when i returned home and found corn in the kitchen. lol. it was nice okay. so sweet and juicy. i wanna eat more. i love corns, tomatoes and baked beans(: and i wanna go buy tomatoes one day.
yum yum(:
and i was wondering to myself jus now, how come they eat tapoica during war times? why cant they eat corns? rite? hahaha. okay lame.
ohh, went to walk ard at tampines jus now, aft practice. was kinda late ald actually. yah, phone died. but i jus walked ard lor. saw something bloody nice. okay, exaggerating. i jus find it nice lah, though bit out of point, but i bought it anyway. haha. den went to see showtimes. how come inotstupidtoo only one pathetic show =x i really wanna go watch and cry in cinema okay. that will be nice man (: and will speed up my recovery from mental unstability. i think(:
totally exhausted now. will slp early tonight. cos somehow, today, the hidden reason of my staying-ups is not present. so i'd jus slp early. and its really time i stop slping at 1 or 2am in the morning. its very crazy and so unearthly. well, better than not slping at all. *wondering whether ryan slept.
sigh. i thot of alot of things today when i was eating. i dunno why. those were paranoid moments, indeed. jus a period of distance made me totally paranoid. i got worried. i panicked. i started to wonder whether ppl will jus leave me again. i started to worry ppl will. i almost confirmed it. only to realise i'm jus being stupidly paranoid. and also, naive. being paranoid is stupid and totally redundent. but being naive is true. i'm jus being too naive. too.
to my universe of ppl(: work is work, health is impt too. everybody, pls take care and stay healthy. dun get gone-case throats like mine. it hurts and it gives u hell every second of the day. u jus cough on, without stopping at all. argh! stay together and strive on(:
be happy!
love,
Jun.
lil greefysuperhero gal. not that strong after all. and u're jus not here with me:'(
last weekend was crazy. totally mad. so eventful i dunno how to go bout talking bout it. first of all, smash'd rocked and everybody ard was like completely outta their mind. screaming, cheering, clapping, laughing, smiling, talking, complaining, even jumping, running, hopping ard. it was nice to watch my friends perform. totally impressed. wenda did great, infrared danced so well. and ryan was totally cool and him(:
went to watch fearless after that. wad a nice show. *holds last blow. haha. i was so so so so touched by the fact that he was ald poisoned, and dying, yet, he still persist. he fought, and he held that last blow when he could have jus punch right into that guy. and so, that part was totally touching lah. and i dun get why is that movie even NC16. lameness. yah, some parts were bloody. so? i could have watch that movie when i was in childcare lor. still NC16 -.-
and anyway, i dunno wat's the point of observing me when i eat, lol.
sunday was... tsk. i cried for an hour, and it's quite nice. but it was like a undescridable day. literally, dunno how to describe. so, forget bout it.
today. is totally coughy. i jus cough. and cough. and still, cough.
*coughs.
yah. and my non-existing voice resulted from all the screamings and rapid talkings on sat nite is now. back. yet, sounds so irritatingly awful and disgusting, i wish i have no voice instead. and i jus cough and cough and cough all day long. and throat condition deterioated today. mayb cos of that two packets of M&Ms ytd. and wad else? ohh, that packet of glo worms last nite before i went to bed. GLO worms. like yongwei worms, totally nonsensical. haha. ohh, and ferrero rocher also =x and today, stuffs like fish&chips =X and and and, some spicy stuffs lah. sounds like i'm committing suicide, but wadever lah. i'm so attitude today i jus hecked and ate everything in sight. and so, my throat feels like totally corroded now. hurts and make me wanna scream more. then again, why scream more when it ald hurts? haha. lala, jus feel like venting frustrations. and coughing hurts also. sian. oh well, some kinda new experience with my idiotic throat, that is. cough,sore throat and no voice at the same time. i have the worse ever gone-case throat okay. and somehow, nobody steps in to snatch away those unhealthy food from me(: so, well, okay, fine. i'll jus heck and still cough on. let my throat happily be corroded away.
practice was okay. jus that today, i was being bit attitude and away from the group. den after that mr.cheng had this lil meeting with the sec fours. my heart sorta sank quite a few times. he jus have to mention that we are leaving soon. somehow, i dun wanna be reminded of that. not now, stressed up enough ald. dun wanna go upset. i wanna join in every activity that he mentioned. the swiss cottage exhange thingy. and another concert. another concert. how nice can that be. but nicely at the wrong time. if its in sept, man, we have olevels okay. but i jus, so wanna join in. and if this concert is on, i'm rather sure i dun have to feel unappreciated all over MONTHS later aft the concert. so, yah (:
i'm emotionally confused. i dunno wat's happening. and u have to be unavailable whenever this happens. well, doesnt matter anyway. *secret secret* and u dun wanna know too. its none of ur concern.
anyway, since i-really-dun-rmb-when, i started eating breakfast. can u believe this nonsense? me. eating breakfast. gosh, thats so like a miracle. okay, this is really big news hor. but yah, not anymore lah. haha, cos i think i'll continue eating breakfast. so, i eat breakfast(: and soon, its not news anymore. haha. and so, i felt uneasy today, cos i din eat breakfast. first thing i did was to slp. when i reached sch, haha. okay wadever. so, dinner today was bread+corn. soooooooooo nice. i felt so excited when i returned home and found corn in the kitchen. lol. it was nice okay. so sweet and juicy. i wanna eat more. i love corns, tomatoes and baked beans(: and i wanna go buy tomatoes one day.
yum yum(:
and i was wondering to myself jus now, how come they eat tapoica during war times? why cant they eat corns? rite? hahaha. okay lame.
ohh, went to walk ard at tampines jus now, aft practice. was kinda late ald actually. yah, phone died. but i jus walked ard lor. saw something bloody nice. okay, exaggerating. i jus find it nice lah, though bit out of point, but i bought it anyway. haha. den went to see showtimes. how come inotstupidtoo only one pathetic show =x i really wanna go watch and cry in cinema okay. that will be nice man (: and will speed up my recovery from mental unstability. i think(:
totally exhausted now. will slp early tonight. cos somehow, today, the hidden reason of my staying-ups is not present. so i'd jus slp early. and its really time i stop slping at 1 or 2am in the morning. its very crazy and so unearthly. well, better than not slping at all. *wondering whether ryan slept.
sigh. i thot of alot of things today when i was eating. i dunno why. those were paranoid moments, indeed. jus a period of distance made me totally paranoid. i got worried. i panicked. i started to wonder whether ppl will jus leave me again. i started to worry ppl will. i almost confirmed it. only to realise i'm jus being stupidly paranoid. and also, naive. being paranoid is stupid and totally redundent. but being naive is true. i'm jus being too naive. too.
to my universe of ppl(: work is work, health is impt too. everybody, pls take care and stay healthy. dun get gone-case throats like mine. it hurts and it gives u hell every second of the day. u jus cough on, without stopping at all. argh! stay together and strive on(:
be happy!
love,
Jun.
lil greefy
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