i dunno what's the freakin prob with me these few days man. ppl used to tell me i've got really bad moodswings. but no, i durn believe. i was still denying when ppl told me that. but now.. alright. i think i should stop denying the stupid idiotic fact that i have bad and sudden moodswings.. yes. i do have. haw. i dunno what's wrong with me. but everything. yes. every single thing jus seems to piss me off veh easily. and today? i dunno what the hell got into me. moodswings got the better of me and i gave that stupid attitude face. again. whatever man. i cant control myself! i cant... i dunno why. louis, you're so wrong man. how the hell do you CONTROL your moodswings?? i simply cant. it's so difficult.. haw. i durn think i can ever change this fact.. i durn think i can ever. that's jus me. im jus like that. and im sowi ppl that im like that. and somehow i pisses eu off. i durn mean it cos i cant control it. i hate it myself.

im sowi guys.

to jun and yi esp.

i love you girls (:

there's so many things i jus feel like screaming and shouting out to you girls. but i cant. i dunno how to. and it's not easy saying some things out. i durno how to put it into words. and yes. i wont deny it that sometimes i durn feel like sayin out. some things i jus cant. you girls are great (: cos you tolerated all my shits. thanks girls (: i noe it's sick to see me attitude all over again sometimes. im sick too. but you girls are BIG HEARTED <3