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14 February 2006
14 February 2006
wad a perfect day, yet hindered by imperfections(:
okay. today was so cheery and nice lah. it jus feels different. valentine's day. it jus felt like its one special day. there's this special feeling in me the whole of today. i love that feeling.
lessons were generally okay. but sometimes i jus get unstable suddenly. but it goes away real quickly. that's the good part. it goes away real quickly. i'm positive i am thinking too much. but wat i'm wondering now, am i thinking too much of my misfortune. or am i thinking too much bout my possible future happiness. ahhhhhh, so lame. okay, wadever it is. i AM really thinking too much, in a way or another. jealous -.-
after sch, went to tampines to get donut for ryan. it's damn nice to take bus10 at that time. when NO temasekians totally flood the damn bus. i can jus occupy two seats and happily put my stuffs beside me, or even like lie down there or smth. lol, so unglam. but well, the bus is simply plain
-empty-
hahaha. den here comes the slightly in-perfect part. so i reached sch, went looking for ryan, so i can happily pass him his present then go off with ther and yi. den the stupid thing is i jus couldn't find him. i sorta turned the whole sch upside down ald. so i got pissed, and frustrated. den put the present into locker instead. hope ryan likes it then. then was so attitude and pissed yi and ther were like frightened. haha. so after that, forced myself. and it became better. so we went on this never-ending search for the perfect bag of my life. nothing found. its always liddat. i jus dun get wat i really hope for. ahahahha, whines. being stupid.
when am i gonna get my perfect bag of my life. i so dun wanna wait anymore.
right now, feeling really tired. i'm falling aslp every second of time. i cant take the fatigue ald, like finally. i was jus wondering when am i ever gonna cant-take-this-tiredness. so its like today that i cant take it anymore. coffee is not working on me this time, shucks. stab and kill me. i might fail ss test tmr. my eyes are so closing, so getting smaller by the day. not beautiful anymore:''( okay, lame shit. my eyes weren't beautiful in the first place. *cries* i wan beautiful eyes man, who wanna exchange with me. HAHA. wat am i saying man, so out of point. okay. and i jus hate sleepiness. really. and if u wanna noe why am i so suffering from this tiredness shit, its becos i've been slping like at 2am in the morning everyday, since dunno when. yeah, like really almost everyday. and i wake at 5am okay. dun ask me wat i've been doing, i wish i noe too. i cant find time to do my things. wad's with this i-cant-find-time thing man. repeated it so many times. but yeah, i really really feel i've no time for everything. i cant seem to find the time to even go dig for my !smashed ticket out. it's this sat okay. jus where's my damn ticket. *panic* and yeah, i react damn slow now cos i'm half aslp, seriously. *eyes so closing*
brain ald shut.
my fearless dream is so gone with the wind. yawnnnnns.
so, thanks so much to everybody today. i feel so loved(: sunflowers are jus so beautiful stuffs. i cant stop staring at them. thanks jon,cad [ i love the chocos too, look so high-class i cant bear to eat them hor, lol. cad so sorry. i'll get u smth :DDD ] and john [ the one u gave so huge okay ;D ] and also hiangling, huihoon, lifang and adeline. always remembering j.e.x and being with us, laughing and all :D love all ur presence man. and ryan for smsing and always and forever so polite, and all others like gaomin, audrey and yuanli, and even mr oh was so nice. and oops, i'm sleepy, did i leave anybody out? but jus thanks to all, i love u guys like so much, okay. and i'm so glad i have all of u in my sometimes-shitty life. ahahaha. and i was staring at my sunflowers today, dunno when. den it suddenly occured to me, if all that happened din happen, i won't be enjoying all these. i wont be happily laughing away, happily giving presents to all my dear friends. i'm glad, that all which happened, happened. and for that, i love my life(: YAY. hahaha. and finally, thanks ther and yi, i love u gals. so sorry i'm bit sensitive these few days. i hope my efforts of trying to control my emotions was obvious. i tried. like today. but wadever it is, thanks for always tolerating my craps and non-stop abnormal mood. *hugs* and louis, guess u're aslp now. congrats on winning the match. well done, softballers!
i dun wan them to wither alright. i'd cry.
im fainting and never returning. please tell me u dun wan me to leave u. at least, tell.
on the way here and there and everywhere, saw some disgusting ppl. really disgusted, spoil my mood totally. i wanted to like shout, get out of my sight lah. i seriously hate disgusting ppl. like, assholes of my life, seriously. i jus dun wanna care bout these ppl anymore. they jus suck and irritate me. who are u man. jus go to hell, i dun even understand why ppl like u exist okay. totally abnormal, and going against nature alright. *roll eyes*
i sorta finally found a reasonable explanation of my behaviour. thank god. or i'd go on feeling so tired. and mayb i'll jus die of tiredness. like totally faint and never wake up, like hooooray! finally. haha -.- well, i'm waiting for u to tell me u dun wan me to leave you. yawnnnnnnn. and u're so not doing that okay -.-
i'm fainting lahhh, dun wan to wait for u to say ald, u're not gonna say. *pissed off* LOL SO CHILDISH. and lastly, happy valentine's day to all. hope everybody had fun today eating chocos :DD
_Jun.
i cheer. YAY I'VE GOT BEAUTIFUL SUNFLOWERS :DDD
okay. today was so cheery and nice lah. it jus feels different. valentine's day. it jus felt like its one special day. there's this special feeling in me the whole of today. i love that feeling.
lessons were generally okay. but sometimes i jus get unstable suddenly. but it goes away real quickly. that's the good part. it goes away real quickly. i'm positive i am thinking too much. but wat i'm wondering now, am i thinking too much of my misfortune. or am i thinking too much bout my possible future happiness. ahhhhhh, so lame. okay, wadever it is. i AM really thinking too much, in a way or another. jealous -.-
after sch, went to tampines to get donut for ryan. it's damn nice to take bus10 at that time. when NO temasekians totally flood the damn bus. i can jus occupy two seats and happily put my stuffs beside me, or even like lie down there or smth. lol, so unglam. but well, the bus is simply plain
-empty-
hahaha. den here comes the slightly in-perfect part. so i reached sch, went looking for ryan, so i can happily pass him his present then go off with ther and yi. den the stupid thing is i jus couldn't find him. i sorta turned the whole sch upside down ald. so i got pissed, and frustrated. den put the present into locker instead. hope ryan likes it then. then was so attitude and pissed yi and ther were like frightened. haha. so after that, forced myself. and it became better. so we went on this never-ending search for the perfect bag of my life. nothing found. its always liddat. i jus dun get wat i really hope for. ahahahha, whines. being stupid.
when am i gonna get my perfect bag of my life. i so dun wanna wait anymore.
right now, feeling really tired. i'm falling aslp every second of time. i cant take the fatigue ald, like finally. i was jus wondering when am i ever gonna cant-take-this-tiredness. so its like today that i cant take it anymore. coffee is not working on me this time, shucks. stab and kill me. i might fail ss test tmr. my eyes are so closing, so getting smaller by the day. not beautiful anymore:''( okay, lame shit. my eyes weren't beautiful in the first place. *cries* i wan beautiful eyes man, who wanna exchange with me. HAHA. wat am i saying man, so out of point. okay. and i jus hate sleepiness. really. and if u wanna noe why am i so suffering from this tiredness shit, its becos i've been slping like at 2am in the morning everyday, since dunno when. yeah, like really almost everyday. and i wake at 5am okay. dun ask me wat i've been doing, i wish i noe too. i cant find time to do my things. wad's with this i-cant-find-time thing man. repeated it so many times. but yeah, i really really feel i've no time for everything. i cant seem to find the time to even go dig for my !smashed ticket out. it's this sat okay. jus where's my damn ticket. *panic* and yeah, i react damn slow now cos i'm half aslp, seriously. *eyes so closing*
brain ald shut.
my fearless dream is so gone with the wind. yawnnnnns.
so, thanks so much to everybody today. i feel so loved(: sunflowers are jus so beautiful stuffs. i cant stop staring at them. thanks jon,cad [ i love the chocos too, look so high-class i cant bear to eat them hor, lol. cad so sorry. i'll get u smth :DDD ] and john [ the one u gave so huge okay ;D ] and also hiangling, huihoon, lifang and adeline. always remembering j.e.x and being with us, laughing and all :D love all ur presence man. and ryan for smsing and always and forever so polite, and all others like gaomin, audrey and yuanli, and even mr oh was so nice. and oops, i'm sleepy, did i leave anybody out? but jus thanks to all, i love u guys like so much, okay. and i'm so glad i have all of u in my sometimes-shitty life. ahahaha. and i was staring at my sunflowers today, dunno when. den it suddenly occured to me, if all that happened din happen, i won't be enjoying all these. i wont be happily laughing away, happily giving presents to all my dear friends. i'm glad, that all which happened, happened. and for that, i love my life(: YAY. hahaha. and finally, thanks ther and yi, i love u gals. so sorry i'm bit sensitive these few days. i hope my efforts of trying to control my emotions was obvious. i tried. like today. but wadever it is, thanks for always tolerating my craps and non-stop abnormal mood. *hugs* and louis, guess u're aslp now. congrats on winning the match. well done, softballers!
i dun wan them to wither alright. i'd cry.
im fainting and never returning. please tell me u dun wan me to leave u. at least, tell.
on the way here and there and everywhere, saw some disgusting ppl. really disgusted, spoil my mood totally. i wanted to like shout, get out of my sight lah. i seriously hate disgusting ppl. like, assholes of my life, seriously. i jus dun wanna care bout these ppl anymore. they jus suck and irritate me. who are u man. jus go to hell, i dun even understand why ppl like u exist okay. totally abnormal, and going against nature alright. *roll eyes*
i sorta finally found a reasonable explanation of my behaviour. thank god. or i'd go on feeling so tired. and mayb i'll jus die of tiredness. like totally faint and never wake up, like hooooray! finally. haha -.- well, i'm waiting for u to tell me u dun wan me to leave you. yawnnnnnnn. and u're so not doing that okay -.-
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:DDDD
yea. my addiction.
i'm fainting lahhh, dun wan to wait for u to say ald, u're not gonna say. *pissed off* LOL SO CHILDISH. and lastly, happy valentine's day to all. hope everybody had fun today eating chocos :DD
_Jun.
i cheer. YAY I'VE GOT BEAUTIFUL SUNFLOWERS :DDD
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