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guess im now really REALLY used to jun being online le...
i dunno why exactly. bud i kept coming online.
keep onlining and onlining to look for jun..
thts stupid lor. not as if i've got some impt stuffs to tell her.
i jus wanna see her... see her online.
bud i dunno why. i dun quite noe myself u see...
tht is why... i often need ppl to tell me things.
i wanna call ther too... wan talk to her so much.
bout wad...? im not sure.
nth in particular. jus wanna hear her like i wanna to see jun online.
bud i dunno why... AGAIN...
i dunno why im not picking up the phone..

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jus now my bro ask me to help him import songs into the ipod.
bud i said. i got loads of things to do....
den he asked. why are you using the com den?
i replied. i jus got things to do..
bud now im helping him la..
the thing is. i dunno wad am i doing here...
i really really have lots to do...
everything is left uncompleted.
until now... and its sunday.. sunday NIGHT already.
i seriously dunno wad the hell i had been doing.
and there is chinese test tmr. which i forgot completely.
so. i dun hab the textbook with me. how stupid can i get?..





yi.
i jus needa noe im not really 'alone'..


im really glad my bro is here. love him (:
i wont sobx like an idiot with him here..