i jus weeped. and still going on.

these are tears of tiredness.

mayb, i cant go on anymore. i can carry on solely for myself. but u know, when things get too much for me, and i still have got a long way to go myself, and i have to help ppl along, i really dunno wat to do. im human, my energy is limited. my tears are limited. im tired.

divided attention.
million pieces of thots.
split up, totally.

i'm being torn apart. and still not enough? how much do i have to give?

i'm really. tired.
i have problems too.
and i know how john felt then.

john, u're strong to not collapse. but i'm not. i dun nit to be split up into many many pieces. i dun nit to be tear into millions of bits. and none of these bits and pieces of mine stays with me and only me.

i nit some undivided attention for myself. or i'd jus..

be lost out there.

i nit some support and assuranece. mayb justice. cant u jus gimme some?

tell me some nice things. pleasant to the ear.

weeps,
jun.

nobody knows wat i badly nit.