im bloody tired i cant think properly anymore.

im spilling words of no sense. so dun read if u hate senseless stuffs.
i've reach this point of tiredness that i can't think and process anymore. and i jus keep wanting to write things down. i found out why jus now. becos i cant rmb things now. mind too cramped with unknown stuffs. those stuffs i received and store in unknown corners of my head. so, as time passes, my mind gets cramped up with unknown stuffs.

my mind is blank.

all those unknown stuffs that i haven got time to sit down and think bout. and when i wan to retreive these infos, i cant find them. i have to search for them in my mind, literally. so i wrote this list of things that i have to do. things like, cut nails and wash uniform. i wrote it in the list. i have to write it down so i will rmb to do. becos i really cant rmb. this has nth to do with memory. my memory power can be bloody high. im jus too tired to think and recall things now. i hope all this unknown stuffs camped up in my lil skull will be identified and emptied tmr when i meet john. sigh, its not suppose to be some sorta help-me-find-my-lost-infos-that-are-in-my-head session luh. sorry john:(

this overactive mind.

too much activites took place in my head. results in this blank and tiredness im currently going thru. IM ALRIGHT LAH, jus tired. nit a rest!

yayyy. mars bars and m&ms(:

the mars bar melted bit and was dented on one side. i sent it to chocolates A&E aka the FRIDGE. hopefully it can be saved(: mentioning the word dented. this reminds me, i feel that my life is somehow, dented. and u know wat? this is the most shocking part, i forgot why i felt liddat. and i only started writing this dented life thing when? ytd. and now i dun even rmb why i felt my life is dented. i dun rmb. shall try to recall then.

talked to yi today. told her some stuffs. quite alot of stuffs. and yi shared too(: that was nice and good. i wish we have that more often. some kinda sharing session. i dunno why i had the urge to say it out. i jus did(:

dad sorta scolded me in the morning. okay, to put it in better words, he talked to me abit too harshly this morning. bout going into relationships this particular impt year. at my age. sigh, he's not the first one saying this? well, i've nth to say regarding this. jus wait and see will do(: and anyway, how did the lecturing started? all cos i asked him for coins. that's my dad. i jus dun see the link between things he mentions.

often now, i've to off the music when i blog. cos i cant focus my thots.

tmr is yet another draining day, i think.

shall go get some rest now. my eyes are closing:( there's still things that i haven say. but the thing is i dun exactly know wat i haven say. i jus feel like there are things that i haven say. but i dunno wat. okay.

i dun remember.

i dun believe this is me. oh well, tomorrow many things gonna take place. maths lesson in the morning, then to yi's hse aft that to do ss. follow by going home to change and watever then will meet john(:

anyway, thanks for respecting me and giving me the space to think and do things. many things wanna say but cant rmb. take care and slp well luh, pig. ahahaha,
<3

lost mind,
jun.

uh oh,
foxes sweets. i want KFC!