show thick hair who's boss(:

had no chance to blog at all. saturday was eventful man, seriously. went to the beach, that was a nice trip(: wind strong strong, hair messy messy, hand cold cold, heart warm warm, rofl. dunno how to elaborate more but it was nice okay.

then it was chalet! in short, it was great to have such nice companies for the night. includes dianzhuang, kaiwu, louis, yongwei, samuel, yongzhi hiangling, lifang, ade! the staying-over was so last minute kinda decision. so louis wanted ppl to stay, how can i say no rite. i had to say yes. so i went home to get my charger, sweater den went back to the chalet. oh, that was after bowling lah. which din really feel like bowling anyway. my mind was kinda occupied becos of the long speech samuel so promptly presented to me the moment he arrived. yeah, occupied and my phone was dead by then. so some things that i wanted to say got lost, aha. wadever

throughout sat nite we jus crapped, rubbish away and sleeeeeeep. at whr? wth rite, we slept at downtown east ENTRANCE. the D'MARQUEE entrance. we literally slept there okay. and it was like purely because the chalet was crowded, i think. and we were like lazy and tired to walk all the way back to the chalet ald. we had this session of truth, ROFL. or watever u call it okay. questions were asked then we jus have to answer. i remember questions like ...

- if u can change something that happened in the past, wat will u change?
- if u're alone in a deserted island, name three ppl who u will wanna bring there.
- u and john. one have to die to save the world. do u wan him to die or u ?
- if u can be somebody for one day, who will u wan to be?
and MORE.

if u wanna know my ans then ask me, rofl.

hahaha. then everybody became silent cos we were simply too sleepy ald. then one by one, we slipped off to sleep. it feels like weird and totally no life to jus slp in the public. in the middle of really nowhere. i rmb waking up alot of times, opening my eyes and jus looking ard, then ppl will jus walk pass, look at us, like we're really some kinda lians and bengs.dunno why, throughout that nite i jus gave everybody that i'm-lian-and-i-wanna-slp-here that kinda look. yah i did, okay? ahha. and actually, slping there and there in public is totally no life. gives me the kinda no life feeling. cant imagine how it feels like to slp on the streets x( and it was damn uncomfortable to slp jus anywhr. my leg went numb countless times. and it was like really completely numb. hate that numbness. and i got so irritated actually, wadever way i position myself in, i'd still feel uncomfortable. and still goes numb numb numb. ahah. so we finally got up, went to mac to eat breakfast then went home(:

den continuing like straightaway was sunday. went home, intended to slp only one hour. but i slept like four, five hours. got irritated by that. its like u wake up, expecting to see the time as 12.25pm. but instead, u saw time like 3.25pm. tsk, so irritaing can.

den wat did i do exactly aft i wake up, I FORGOT. haha, den aft that was walk walk at bugis. i dunno why i'm like in love with the atmoshpere at bugis. i really dun get why. it's like, during the weekends, so relax, die die mus go bugis to feel that soothing-nice atmosphere. i hope my obsession of going to bugis to enjoy that atmosphere will stop soon. i have this bad feeling ppl will get bored and irritated by my obsession with that wadever-bugis-atmosphere. okay, ahahhaa. but i love that little space outside national library. with those red and black thingies, attached to the ceiling. flow and flow. wheeeeee, wind. its so nice to sit there and watch them flow, ahahaha. though bit no point lah, but i feel so nice jus sitting there. with you! (:

today, was sorta a torture okay. chem was hell. cos i was seriously falling aslp. and i forced myself to listen to mrs tay. and so i listened, den forced myself to stay awake. COULDN'T LOR. hiangling mus have noticed. cos she was like "are u okay?" ahaha. felt so totally cannot make it anymore. wanted to jus die there. fatigue. i think i'll collapse soon, again. previously it was the slp-at-2am trend. then now its like slp-at-1am trend. honestly, there is a difference okay. one hour difference is alot. then aft that was okay. history was like rubbish and not productive AS USUAL LAH. and today, i really did go and read the textbook okay. since like WOW OH MY GOD SHE'S FINALLY STARTING ON A NEW CHAPTER AFT BEING STUCK THERE AND THERE AT THE APPEASEMENT POLICY. sorry for the agitation. yah, so i read and tried to follow her so-called lesson. FAILED. i totally dunno wat she saying actually, and she was like literally reading the notes only. so i finally gave up and slept. really heck care and slept. and ate lah xD ahaha, think next time i'd prepare lotsa food for HISTORY LESSONS. rofl.

chinese was shit lah. i fell aslp again. and wrote words like forever -.- i dunno wat i was doing the whole time. i was like feeling so uncomfortable and wanting to jus throw away the paper and run out of the room. it felt really very bad. imagine trying to gain consciousness but u jus cant. that feeling in me stayed on for quite some time. wanted it to like get lost. it makes me wanna cry u know. i wanted to cry and scream and jus drop dead and die down there. okay, bit over-reacting, ahahaha.

dun wanna feel liddat anymore.

after that went to tm to buy stuffs. walked ard like so damn long, wanted to drop dead and die also. but u know, its the company i have that always make me smile and still look okay. i felt so tired and head so heavy as if its gonna drop anytime:( then aft that went home. on the way home was nice, i wanted to fall aslp so many thousand times. but jus din, i so wan to look like oh-i'm-not-tired-at-all-dun-worry-bout-me kinda thing. so dumb lor. and shoulders aching again. honestly, can anyone jus tell me whether there's such thing as shoulder cancer? dun lie to me okay. i know i'm suffering from shoulder cancer. how many days do i have left? AHAHA.

gonna slp soon. wanna chop off my shoulders.
and my FRINGE ALSO.

-exhausted-

anyway ((((((((((:
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i mean it when i say i love you(:

exhausted lah exhausted lah exhausted lah exhausted lah exhausted lah. wan to slp lah.

i dun wan that i-feel-so-uncomfortable-i-wan-to-cry-ald feeling again. sucks.

loved,
jun(:

when silence falls, it means i have nth to say but i'd smile cos i'm with u(: