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Y 21 March 2006
stronger i'd become.
today was generally okay.
i've come to realise that my chem is utterly pathetic and hopeless also. and i've been filing in blank worksheets can(: so amusing. my chem file is in a total mess, but never mind, it sets me working harder. and harder i'd go.
presented mum my progress report jus now. she was totally disappointed. that, was the worst of the worst. this progress report is my worst, of all the other reports i've received for the past four long years. and i'm taking olevels this year. and i'm producing my worst results ever in my secondary sch life. oh well..
"from sec one until now, ur results continously goes down and down.."
"u worked so hard since primary school up till secondary sch, and now u're behaving liddat, wasting ur own past efforts, producing such results, in the last year of ur secondary sch times."
"u're taking ur olevels this year, and it's ald march now. u're still producing this kinda results. wat are u gonna do?"
"i dun wan to nag at u anymore. u're a grown up now. i dun see the point of nagging at u ald."
i know she was totally irritated, upset, and disappointed. but u know, this time, i felt different when she scolded me. i have this "this totally wont happen again. i know wat im doing now. i have plans." kinda feeling. kinda good luh. im gonna do my best, and that's that. wont let myself down anymore. wont let mum and dad down again(:
no more letting downs.
suprise awaits.
oh, and here's the reply. "why do gals laugh so easily?" becos gals are generally more happy and optimistic ppl(: they express their negative feelings out and they dun have inner negative feelings that affects their mood. guys with their huge huge ego, loves to hide and hide and hide, thinking they are utterly strong with their hidden troubles within them. so stupid okay. and this in turn affects their character and well-being.
the above is an answer of super biasness(:
bite size pieces of milk chocolate coated with a thin crisp shell <33
new vending machine! milk for breakfast in future and every now and then. i'm so excited :DD
