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08 March 2006
08 March 2006
this morning i jus realised tht we are going to miss PE. :((( im so sad can. i like PE. we din missed it last week bud this week, cos if the motivational camp. we hab to miss it. of all lessons. its PE. its all the lessons on THURSDAY. and FRIDAY. hm.. maybe i should think on the positive side. we din miss TWO PE in a row. HAH. how positive is tht?!...
hm. was feeling sick this morning. cos of lack of sleep i think. since dunno when im liddat when i dun get enough sleep. last time i got runny nose.. den will like sneeze the whole day thru. NOW. i got headache and will feel like puking. before tht. i will have problems looking at things. some parts will be sorta BRIGHT. and if u dunno. it can be real IRRITATING kae. i used to rub and rub my eyes until.. i think they will drop out if i dun stop. hah. bud i had learnt tht it is of no use. so i shall not torture my eyes.. was very late this morning cos of this 'brightness in my eye'. was washing the contact lenses.. stupidly hoping tht it will help. bud of cos. it did not work. went to geog lesson with this idiotic splitting headache. wanna chop off my head and die right there. in the avt. hahah. dots. and feel like puking the whole time. bud i din eat breakfast u see. so i only FEEL LIKE puking.. hahha. the thing is. altho i feel so sick. im still wide awake. i dun look sick at all. im not feeling sleepy even a tiny bit. in conclusion. i rather feel like fainting with a red nose running. (HAH) than have the i-rather-die-immediately feeling.
erms. this part is so irrelevant. and its so long. hahhaha. pardon me. :(
TODAY
geog is all bout the irritating haedache tht is killing me.. bud i can still be lame and laugh bout everything :))) chinese, as usual, we did nth. me and jun went to class so super late.. hehhEH. den jus sat there browse thru the zaobao and den intended to read physics. bud sorta fell asleep for awhile unknowingly. den its english. nth to elaborate on.. RECESS. den physics.....
had physics test today. and i have absolutely NO IDEA wad marks i will be getting, no idea will i fail or pass. its sorta weird after the test. having no feelings at all. as in. doesnt have the 'oh shit! im gonna flunk it!!' nor the 'okie... this is quite an okie test'. i dun even have the 'IM NOT GONNA CARE BOUT IT' feeling. i jus feel NTH. nth AT ALL. i dun like this. i rather i get depressed for the rest of my life than to not have ANY feelings. its real strange kae. and i SERIOUSLY dun like this!! after tht. its maths. I LIKE MRS LIM!! she is such a NICE TEACHER can. she is so kind. :)))))
hmm. holidays is coming. its NEXT WEEK. i jus discover this yesterday. i was so shocked when i heard tht. next week. its so fast!! one term jus passed liddat. and we've only got four terms in a year.. hmm. everybody's schedule is packed. with CCA, student leader stuffs and everything. mine's only lessons. so far. its mon and tues. not sure any other extra lessons coming up. gotta make use of this holiday. i always say tht at the start of the holidays... bud everything is left undone at the end of it... :((((
today is one HAPPY day. at least for the school part.. the trip home on bus 10 was funny.. hahha. im so crazy at tht time. i feel so not me. bud i jus went on tht way. i laughed and laughed ppl mus be thinking im really crazy. bud i guess. the laugh is sorta fake. i mean. under normal circumstances. i wont laugh so hard. i dunno wads wrong with me. i jus felt like laughing and laughing. reminds me of lunch. i was also laughing very very hard. :DDDDDD bud its quite a real one. ahhaha. den i asked ' u rather i laugh or i cry?' when everyone finish laughing and was asking me 'wads so funny?'... thinking bout tht. i guess my answer will be BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. altho i dun tink i will be able to do tht. hah.
its not finished yet. this post.
guess i dun have the time to finish it.
so this is it. THE UNFINISHED POST.
LOL.
yi.
i have been wondering. is there limited happiness?
hm. was feeling sick this morning. cos of lack of sleep i think. since dunno when im liddat when i dun get enough sleep. last time i got runny nose.. den will like sneeze the whole day thru. NOW. i got headache and will feel like puking. before tht. i will have problems looking at things. some parts will be sorta BRIGHT. and if u dunno. it can be real IRRITATING kae. i used to rub and rub my eyes until.. i think they will drop out if i dun stop. hah. bud i had learnt tht it is of no use. so i shall not torture my eyes.. was very late this morning cos of this 'brightness in my eye'. was washing the contact lenses.. stupidly hoping tht it will help. bud of cos. it did not work. went to geog lesson with this idiotic splitting headache. wanna chop off my head and die right there. in the avt. hahah. dots. and feel like puking the whole time. bud i din eat breakfast u see. so i only FEEL LIKE puking.. hahha. the thing is. altho i feel so sick. im still wide awake. i dun look sick at all. im not feeling sleepy even a tiny bit. in conclusion. i rather feel like fainting with a red nose running. (HAH) than have the i-rather-die-immediately feeling.
erms. this part is so irrelevant. and its so long. hahhaha. pardon me. :(
TODAY
geog is all bout the irritating haedache tht is killing me.. bud i can still be lame and laugh bout everything :))) chinese, as usual, we did nth. me and jun went to class so super late.. hehhEH. den jus sat there browse thru the zaobao and den intended to read physics. bud sorta fell asleep for awhile unknowingly. den its english. nth to elaborate on.. RECESS. den physics.....
had physics test today. and i have absolutely NO IDEA wad marks i will be getting, no idea will i fail or pass. its sorta weird after the test. having no feelings at all. as in. doesnt have the 'oh shit! im gonna flunk it!!' nor the 'okie... this is quite an okie test'. i dun even have the 'IM NOT GONNA CARE BOUT IT' feeling. i jus feel NTH. nth AT ALL. i dun like this. i rather i get depressed for the rest of my life than to not have ANY feelings. its real strange kae. and i SERIOUSLY dun like this!! after tht. its maths. I LIKE MRS LIM!! she is such a NICE TEACHER can. she is so kind. :)))))
hmm. holidays is coming. its NEXT WEEK. i jus discover this yesterday. i was so shocked when i heard tht. next week. its so fast!! one term jus passed liddat. and we've only got four terms in a year.. hmm. everybody's schedule is packed. with CCA, student leader stuffs and everything. mine's only lessons. so far. its mon and tues. not sure any other extra lessons coming up. gotta make use of this holiday. i always say tht at the start of the holidays... bud everything is left undone at the end of it... :((((
today is one HAPPY day. at least for the school part.. the trip home on bus 10 was funny.. hahha. im so crazy at tht time. i feel so not me. bud i jus went on tht way. i laughed and laughed ppl mus be thinking im really crazy. bud i guess. the laugh is sorta fake. i mean. under normal circumstances. i wont laugh so hard. i dunno wads wrong with me. i jus felt like laughing and laughing. reminds me of lunch. i was also laughing very very hard. :DDDDDD bud its quite a real one. ahhaha. den i asked ' u rather i laugh or i cry?' when everyone finish laughing and was asking me 'wads so funny?'... thinking bout tht. i guess my answer will be BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. altho i dun tink i will be able to do tht. hah.
its not finished yet. this post.
guess i dun have the time to finish it.
so this is it. THE UNFINISHED POST.
LOL.
yi.
i have been wondering. is there limited happiness?
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