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20 March 2006
20 March 2006
"today is a happy day!"
ther said that to yi and me when we parted today.
oh yea, today is a happy day, alright. even ther said so(:
a good start is a really good start, indeed. ahahaha. today was great! managed to really do the things i planned to do. maths lesson was fabulous luh, for once in such a bloody long time, i understood wat mrs lim was talking bout, and it's purely because i paid attention and stayed focus.
and i din drift away during geog too. i paid attention.
yayyyyyyy :DD
history was hopeless can. i dun wanna depend on lessons anymore. unproductive like as usual. i cant believe my undying interest for great history jus... died. last year. it jus like dissolved away. seems like gone with the wind ald. nvm, i will look for it(:
i'm very mentally tired.
but its okay, like wth? first day of the term only and i'm bloody mentally exhausted. but its smth good actually, this is the only way i make myself focus on the things i'm supposed to do. and also, be prepared for wat lies ahead. i constantly remind myself wat i'm supposed to do. and the whole list of things jus kept on going thru my head. again and again.
this is wat i call, constant reminder.
but i'm scared i'll go crazy soon if i carry on liddat. uh oh, too uptight, lol. i shall learn to relax bit, form tmr onwards. jus hope i dun slacken down as a result(:
i should really learn not to stare at my plans too much. no matter how much i stare, it'd be still liddat. but aft all the staring, i end up more uptight, lol.
i'm worried bout u.
this is really really a very crucial period of time. and u know it, it's really either u fall again, or u make it thru, as a victor.
i'm jus worried. i know it takes time to change. but u know, there isnt much time left, u've got to be flexible(: but, however worried i am, i still believe u can do it. i really do believe u can do it(: i have faith in u, do not let me down.
jun, this applies to u too, okay.
anyway, i realised i'm one who can get totally sucked into other ppl's problem. when it's simply none of my stupid business. even those unrelated insensible creatures. i get absorb into their problems. and also into the state of mind of those helping them. uh huh, i feel ur tiredness of trying to help those insenible beings. i share ur burden luh, so dun worry, u're not alone. it's okay u know, i can take tiredness. but wat i really cant stand is wat u cant tolerate too, the extent of insensibility those ppl can go to. i really hope they jus wake up and move on. the satisfaction of being able to wake them up and pull them along is indescribable. i wish for this satisfaction and relief to shower on you one day. u so deserve it(:
i love the way u feel so bloody tired but u dun really collapse.
my companions(:
a mars a day helps you work rest and play.
soft nougat and creamy caramel covered in thick milk chocolate.
and m&m milk chocolate!
<33
AND CHARLIE BROWN :DD
loving you,
jun.
excitement exploded within, when thoughts of success flows in.
ther said that to yi and me when we parted today.
oh yea, today is a happy day, alright. even ther said so(:
a good start is a really good start, indeed. ahahaha. today was great! managed to really do the things i planned to do. maths lesson was fabulous luh, for once in such a bloody long time, i understood wat mrs lim was talking bout, and it's purely because i paid attention and stayed focus.
and i din drift away during geog too. i paid attention.
yayyyyyyy :DD
history was hopeless can. i dun wanna depend on lessons anymore. unproductive like as usual. i cant believe my undying interest for great history jus... died. last year. it jus like dissolved away. seems like gone with the wind ald. nvm, i will look for it(:
i'm very mentally tired.
but its okay, like wth? first day of the term only and i'm bloody mentally exhausted. but its smth good actually, this is the only way i make myself focus on the things i'm supposed to do. and also, be prepared for wat lies ahead. i constantly remind myself wat i'm supposed to do. and the whole list of things jus kept on going thru my head. again and again.
this is wat i call, constant reminder.
but i'm scared i'll go crazy soon if i carry on liddat. uh oh, too uptight, lol. i shall learn to relax bit, form tmr onwards. jus hope i dun slacken down as a result(:
i should really learn not to stare at my plans too much. no matter how much i stare, it'd be still liddat. but aft all the staring, i end up more uptight, lol.
this is really really a very crucial period of time. and u know it, it's really either u fall again, or u make it thru, as a victor.
i'm jus worried. i know it takes time to change. but u know, there isnt much time left, u've got to be flexible(: but, however worried i am, i still believe u can do it. i really do believe u can do it(: i have faith in u, do not let me down.
jun, this applies to u too, okay.
anyway, i realised i'm one who can get totally sucked into other ppl's problem. when it's simply none of my stupid business. even those unrelated insensible creatures. i get absorb into their problems. and also into the state of mind of those helping them. uh huh, i feel ur tiredness of trying to help those insenible beings. i share ur burden luh, so dun worry, u're not alone. it's okay u know, i can take tiredness. but wat i really cant stand is wat u cant tolerate too, the extent of insensibility those ppl can go to. i really hope they jus wake up and move on. the satisfaction of being able to wake them up and pull them along is indescribable. i wish for this satisfaction and relief to shower on you one day. u so deserve it(:
i love the way u feel so bloody tired but u dun really collapse.
okay, my mum jus screamed at me again. and my dad jus came in to scold. i wan to cry i wish i can show her my plans for the whole of next week and let her know i know wat i'm doing. i nit trust and support. i dun nit scoldings and mockings to drown my spirit away. it gets me stressed up.
my companions(:
a mars a day helps you work rest and play.
soft nougat and creamy caramel covered in thick milk chocolate.
and m&m milk chocolate!
<33
AND CHARLIE BROWN :DD
loving you,
jun.
excitement exploded within, when thoughts of success flows in.
please believe me again at 11:08 PM
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