i'm slow.

heartbroken ya. im amazed by the rate my mind is processing. aft HOURS do i realise im in the process of being totally abandoned and left to die alone.

heart weak, tears dripped.

almost. i feel so unwanted and cheap. why does it feel like im the stupid one begging ppl to stay? when im ald in this state of exhaustion, i dun wan to repeat stuffs and do explaining. and i thot it's common sense. but u jus bloody hell, DUN GET IT. even aft multiple explainations i gave.

so end up im the one who needs support and help? dumb life.

im tired. sleep. i dunno how to live thru the disappointments of tmr. if it happens.

tired,
jun.

i wan to faint.