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Y 09 May 2006
blogger is weird today. down.
this is so watever. i jus nit counselling and enlightenment thats all. somehow the =) tells me smth. mayb u've experienced it before. i dunno. i feel like im one of them actually. it feels weird yet so real. weirdo.
me. my problem. and i.
i've so many eeeeeek, disgusting side of me that i think im rejecting myself. weirdo.
jj deleted his blog. *depressssssssssed*
i have to pick on john. dunno whether issit becos he's too understanding or he's jus too nice to me. $#%%&$%@## watever la, its jus another disgusting side of me. and he somehow likes to leave aft being so nice. he jus dun get the fact that he's needed somehow.
i wan to eat jelly. yellow bike.
all when u choose to keep quiet too. jun.
now i realise. haha, but i dun dare to mention it. somehow.
