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27 May 2006
27 May 2006
i don think i can make it man.
i don see anything in front of me. right now. im scared. im freakin out. im lost. i don think i can make it. time is really running out. and im seriously feeling. what's that word? i dunnoo. how am i sup to say it? i find what i've been tryin so hard to acheive all these while is totally useless. dumb and hopeless. that's me. that's all i can say bout myself now. i dun see hope. i cant see anything. the road in front of me. it's blurred. can anybody save me? no. no, that's not actually true. He can. yes, He can. ive no idea what i'll see in the months to come man. i need strength to move on... i really do.. haw. everybody's goin thru the same thing as me. yes. so i cant complain. i should jus admit im dumb. yes. ppl worked hard. i worked hard too. yes. some ppl know. but yar. ppl get what they want they wanted. but me? am i sup to say that i din put in any effort at all? am i sup to say that i've not give in my best? am i sup to say that im not pushing myself hard enough? right now. i don know. i've went thru the stress, the worries, the fear, the sleepless nights, thinkin that im not doin enough. ppl say. it's only midyr. it's okeh. don worry. don give yourself too much pressure. relax. you still can try. yes. try. BUT THERE'S NO TIME TO TRY... now im startin to doubt bout really sittin down and pushing myself all over again. because.. they're simply not working. im scared. i really am.. can anybody tell me what am i sup to do?.......
what's really going on around me? am i missin out in other ppl's life? maybe yes. i do. come to think of it. its been long since i hear from ppl. bout their problems. not even you guys. sighs. jun, are you okeh? i don hear anything from you guys anymore. sometimes, i find it hard too to really find ppl to talk to. i dunno who to turn to. and at the end, the only way i find out will be.. to keep it all inside. and jus let time do its job and let things dissolve somewhere, someday. what's really goin on around me? are you guys really okeh?.. well. all i want to say is that. i love you(: this is something that we won say everyday to each other. "obvious la". ha. and if i really say that, i bet jun will probably give that one-brow-up- and-one-brow-down, huh look. laughs. but ya. i really do(: see this? HEE.
i don see anything in front of me. right now. im scared. im freakin out. im lost. i don think i can make it. time is really running out. and im seriously feeling. what's that word? i dunnoo. how am i sup to say it? i find what i've been tryin so hard to acheive all these while is totally useless. dumb and hopeless. that's me. that's all i can say bout myself now. i dun see hope. i cant see anything. the road in front of me. it's blurred. can anybody save me? no. no, that's not actually true. He can. yes, He can. ive no idea what i'll see in the months to come man. i need strength to move on... i really do.. haw. everybody's goin thru the same thing as me. yes. so i cant complain. i should jus admit im dumb. yes. ppl worked hard. i worked hard too. yes. some ppl know. but yar. ppl get what they want they wanted. but me? am i sup to say that i din put in any effort at all? am i sup to say that i've not give in my best? am i sup to say that im not pushing myself hard enough? right now. i don know. i've went thru the stress, the worries, the fear, the sleepless nights, thinkin that im not doin enough. ppl say. it's only midyr. it's okeh. don worry. don give yourself too much pressure. relax. you still can try. yes. try. BUT THERE'S NO TIME TO TRY... now im startin to doubt bout really sittin down and pushing myself all over again. because.. they're simply not working. im scared. i really am.. can anybody tell me what am i sup to do?.......
what's really going on around me? am i missin out in other ppl's life? maybe yes. i do. come to think of it. its been long since i hear from ppl. bout their problems. not even you guys. sighs. jun, are you okeh? i don hear anything from you guys anymore. sometimes, i find it hard too to really find ppl to talk to. i dunno who to turn to. and at the end, the only way i find out will be.. to keep it all inside. and jus let time do its job and let things dissolve somewhere, someday. what's really goin on around me? are you guys really okeh?.. well. all i want to say is that. i love you(: this is something that we won say everyday to each other. "obvious la". ha. and if i really say that, i bet jun will probably give that one-brow-up- and-one-brow-down, huh look. laughs. but ya. i really do(: see this? HEE.
im freezin to death alr laaaa. what the helly hell. i cant stand cold can. errs. haha. and wooo. chi o's sam wee and a dunno who person called benjamin will be sittin beside me. pamela and isit gao min will be infront and behind of me. hee. hi mates(: ALL THE BEST PPL! liang yan today said befor we go out of class, " yao zi xiang man man de zou chu qu!" haha. YAO ZI XING MAN MAN (:
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