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Y 11 May 2006
i'm a jealous person.
wonder why i behave like that. i think i'm the only person in this whole wide world who thinks so much bout why she thinks like that. jus, why? confusing stuffs. i think it's just all me. me and me and me andmeandmeandme.
well.
sometimes it's weird how u go and destory ur own dream and den regret shortly after. weird eh? how u say yes but actually u meant no. how u look okay but in fact, is not anywhr near fine. how you sacrifice in such a stupid way, only to cause urself pain and unhappiness. weirdo. i think i'm tired. panda eyes, eeeeek. last day of exams tomorrow. hurrah. return to normal life, return to hold that kinda fighting spirits, return to lead some sort of.... sacrificial life. return.
soon ;D
in the meantime, rest. sleep. boredom. rot.
eh, it's quite contradicting the way u want me to go to you but u dun want to talk bout it. so wat am i supposed to say? nothing? den wat's the point of going to you if that's the case.
sigh. i jus feel so sad bout all this suddenly. sigh.
i love nata de coco. and fox's (: where's my yellow bike?
