i dunno how long this is goin to last man. i totally hate it when this happens. but.. no. nice things don always happen. and truely.. it don always last.. hmm. "really?" you might be askin. shrugs. i dunno. that's what i've always believe it will be. ah whatever. i jus simply hate it when this happens because of dunno-what things. its so tiny. but fer one reason or another. it'll turn out BIG. hmmm. this is the sucky part. but.. im quite amazed at how many times things turned out to be okeh.. i don expect it to be this way.. really. i don. i don have any idea how things simply worked out by itself.. not jus once. but everytime(: that's nice. though its totally painfull and tiring.. sighs. i dunno how long things will continue to work out by itself.. i really dunno..