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27 May 2006
27 May 2006
now or never.
finally, we're over and done with for the chinese intensive thingy. five whole days of sitting in the hall, fallin aslp on the messy table, listening to long-winded speeches andnot forgetting shouting at john asking him to finish his work and slackinglaughingourheadsoff.
alright, i so din get to even take a look at my report slip. it has been retained behind. that obviously din help in getting myself up again. but then, wat choice do i have? it's really either now or never. it's either i get up and run now, or i wouldn't have the chance to do so anymore. and when i say now, i really mean now. not tomorrow, not one week later, not one month later. immediate actions have to be taken. yeah i know, disappointment kills. but do we give up like that? do we give up just like that? search your conscience. did u really put in ur best? did u listen up in class all the time? did u do all the work that u were supposed to do? did u study beforehand? or did u just start studying one week before the exams and spend sleepless nights and think that u've done alot and ur best? you know the answers. you do. i do. we all do.
june holidays. time to work real hard. i dun believe in words. i believe in actions. i shall say no more. i will go do it to show. till then, i'll shut my mouth.
going to evie's later to stayover. i'm glad man, it's been so long since we spend quality time together. yea, watched mission impossible III again with sam on wednesday. it was damn kuku, we had second row seats. full house man, still. anyway, now i know how to appreciate nachos and the nice cheese. speaking of that, i'm bloody hungry now. haven eaten breakfast or lunch. i'm starving. i have that i-think-i-can-eat-the-whole-world-now kinda feeling. aha. so where's trish? i wish she's reading this man. haven seen her for so bloody long. hey girl, we're busy too, please find time to meet up with us. many unsaid words if u haven notice. get wat i mean? so many things have happened. i hate it when you are missing from the picture. it has been quite some time u know.
"sighs. jun, are you okeh? i don hear anything from you guys anymore. sometimes, i find it hard too to really find ppl to talk to. i dunno who to turn to. and at the end, the only way i find out will be.. to keep it all inside. and jus let time do its job and let things dissolve somewhere, someday. what's really goin on around me? are you guys really okeh?.. well. all i want to say is that. i love you(: this is something that we won say everyday to each other. "obvious la". ha. and if i really say that, i bet jun will probably give that one-brow-up- and-one-brow-down, huh look. laughs. but ya. i really do(: see this? HEE."
yes ther, i see it hmm. i love ther and yi okay(: and of cos i'm alright. never better. yeah it's quite true that i have my troubles and stuffs. well, who doesnt? i know my posts are getting too troubled sometimes, i know i sound like i'm having major problems, getting my life destroyed. but no. most of the time, those in my posts are stuffs that i dun tell many ppl, stuffs that i cannot only express well in words. happy stuffs, many, but i dun blog bout them. weird eh? i should learn to blog about happy stuffs too(: to ther and yi and any other close friends out there, if u nit somebody to talk to, u may just come to me. esp ther and yi. hello? sometimes i probe and dig but u guys wont say anything. u want me to cut open ur body and read ur heart? aha. u guys have to open up too alright? or else my questions will go unanswered too. sometimes, it's a two sided thing u know. u share i share. if u dun trust me enough to share, i dun see why should i. get it? it's the same as my principle of listening. you dun listen to me, dun expect me to listen to you. ther, i believe u're capable of doing well. everybody is capable of good results. dun stop working, dun give up. once u give up and lose confidence, nothing can help. strive on and put in your best. i'm sure u can acheive wat u want and wat u deserve. it's not too late, definitely. it's never too late. start working right now! hey, this applies to yi too(:
i know my results aren't anywhr near good. but still, i believe i'm working the right way and i'll continue working like that till the end. i won't give up.
i sincerely hope the skin is not too ugly for human eyes.
before i leave. some recent photos!
should i eat delifrance?
miss potato and NLB.
can we go eat carl's junior again?
gotta run, i'm late.
jun.
love abalone boy(:
finally, we're over and done with for the chinese intensive thingy. five whole days of sitting in the hall, fallin aslp on the messy table, listening to long-winded speeches and
alright, i so din get to even take a look at my report slip. it has been retained behind. that obviously din help in getting myself up again. but then, wat choice do i have? it's really either now or never. it's either i get up and run now, or i wouldn't have the chance to do so anymore. and when i say now, i really mean now. not tomorrow, not one week later, not one month later. immediate actions have to be taken. yeah i know, disappointment kills. but do we give up like that? do we give up just like that? search your conscience. did u really put in ur best? did u listen up in class all the time? did u do all the work that u were supposed to do? did u study beforehand? or did u just start studying one week before the exams and spend sleepless nights and think that u've done alot and ur best? you know the answers. you do. i do. we all do.
june holidays. time to work real hard. i dun believe in words. i believe in actions. i shall say no more. i will go do it to show. till then, i'll shut my mouth.
going to evie's later to stayover. i'm glad man, it's been so long since we spend quality time together. yea, watched mission impossible III again with sam on wednesday. it was damn kuku, we had second row seats. full house man, still. anyway, now i know how to appreciate nachos and the nice cheese. speaking of that, i'm bloody hungry now. haven eaten breakfast or lunch. i'm starving. i have that i-think-i-can-eat-the-whole-world-now kinda feeling. aha. so where's trish? i wish she's reading this man. haven seen her for so bloody long. hey girl, we're busy too, please find time to meet up with us. many unsaid words if u haven notice. get wat i mean? so many things have happened. i hate it when you are missing from the picture. it has been quite some time u know.
"sighs. jun, are you okeh? i don hear anything from you guys anymore. sometimes, i find it hard too to really find ppl to talk to. i dunno who to turn to. and at the end, the only way i find out will be.. to keep it all inside. and jus let time do its job and let things dissolve somewhere, someday. what's really goin on around me? are you guys really okeh?.. well. all i want to say is that. i love you(: this is something that we won say everyday to each other. "obvious la". ha. and if i really say that, i bet jun will probably give that one-brow-up- and-one-brow-down, huh look. laughs. but ya. i really do(: see this? HEE."
yes ther, i see it hmm. i love ther and yi okay(: and of cos i'm alright. never better. yeah it's quite true that i have my troubles and stuffs. well, who doesnt? i know my posts are getting too troubled sometimes, i know i sound like i'm having major problems, getting my life destroyed. but no. most of the time, those in my posts are stuffs that i dun tell many ppl, stuffs that i cannot only express well in words. happy stuffs, many, but i dun blog bout them. weird eh? i should learn to blog about happy stuffs too(: to ther and yi and any other close friends out there, if u nit somebody to talk to, u may just come to me. esp ther and yi. hello? sometimes i probe and dig but u guys wont say anything. u want me to cut open ur body and read ur heart? aha. u guys have to open up too alright? or else my questions will go unanswered too. sometimes, it's a two sided thing u know. u share i share. if u dun trust me enough to share, i dun see why should i. get it? it's the same as my principle of listening. you dun listen to me, dun expect me to listen to you. ther, i believe u're capable of doing well. everybody is capable of good results. dun stop working, dun give up. once u give up and lose confidence, nothing can help. strive on and put in your best. i'm sure u can acheive wat u want and wat u deserve. it's not too late, definitely. it's never too late. start working right now! hey, this applies to yi too(:
i know my results aren't anywhr near good. but still, i believe i'm working the right way and i'll continue working like that till the end. i won't give up.
before i leave. some recent photos!
should i eat delifrance?
miss potato and NLB.
can we go eat carl's junior again?
gotta run, i'm late.
jun.
love abalone boy(:
please believe me again at 7:18 PM
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