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Y 11 May 2006
sigh.
aiya, wat are the reasons for world war 4? it's jus inevitable. i dunno wat i want man. i think i should go to the beach and drown myself, haha.
return to those old days of being lost. depression. hey, it's all quite weird. it happens somehow without a cause. alright, i'm not saying there's no cause totally. but seriously, i can't see the cause of it. then i'll go back to the "aiya it's jus u, u're the bloody problem" thing. okay okay, so wat is my problem? irritating lor. i dunno y i'm such a... proud one. stubborn? arrogent. i just want to hear things i wanna hear. when i hear those i dun wan to hear, i get angry, i get upset. eeeeeeeek.
so now when i nit ppl, argh, i dunno how to say. dun u find it weird? it's just like, how u always wait for a certain bus but it jus refuses to come, and when u dun want to take that bus, it keeps coming. now, i'm going thru the period such that i'm waiting for the bus, but seems like the buses there jus dun realise i'm waiting for it to come. and so, they dun come. and i go ard still waiting for the bus. haiya, weirdo.
i think something has to be done. transformation is so needed. yeah.
but for now, i'm just so upset bout how things turn out to be like that. why?
