Love, Hate, which to choose?

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17 June 2006

can i just extract my mouth from my face fer a few bloody weeks? ( i don like the word bloody but i've no use but to use it. now. cos that's the only descriptive word i can think of. bloody. ) THE ULCERS ARE KILLIN ME. literally. damn it lor. crys. imagine THREE BIG ULCERS, the size of a m&ms, all in one nice row. i think im psycho can. or maybe a sicko. it's sick just lookin at them. ew lor. sigh. and what's so nice&beautiful to know is that. I CANT GET RID OF THEM. not within a few days. and definitely not within a few weeks. ITS MONTHS. rahh` sickness. my mouth's rotting like sai la. =/ i should just shut up fer the rest of this month. ^{roll eyes.}

i lost another kg! so cool. im eatin. but im losin. weeeeeirrdd. ^ ^

so dumb can. i happily thought that just my luck is coming out today. BUT ITS NOT. bigsighs. sorry calv. make you come all the way to my house and to tm, to cs and den back to my house again..... fer nothing. many sorries. i really thought it's coming out today lor. i so wanna watch it. it looks darn nice ^ ^ hee. oh wells. next time then. lol. watched she's the man with jun and yi on mon. and it was simply hilarious. the whole thing. from the soccer match, the makeover, the teach-you-how-to-a-lady thing, everything la. its super funny. in simple words. it's really nice and worthy to watch. trust me(: haha. i don mind watchin it again actually(: lol. but the stupid part is. my horrendous, terrible, shitty, uncontrallable, super irritating cough spoiled it. imagine the person next to you coughin non-stop. you might be thinking, "so irritating la." haha. yar. i agree(: but imagine again. you, trying to hold on very very very badly to a cough, which is squeezing-crawling-pawing-oozing its way out from your throat.its simply suffocating can. whenever the people in the movie starts makin a din, im too(: hahaha. i'll start coughing and coughing away before everything quietens down again. so drama can but its terrible la. i tried to hold on. but cant. it just keeps comin! den no choice. i left the theatre without tellin yi&jun why. sorry guys. made you guys worry. i just coughed all the way to toilet and just walking there was a problem too. luckily there's nobody in the toilet. and i ~~happily~~ cough and cough and cough and cough and..... i vomitted. 0.0 hers. okeh la. everything happened before somebody came in. whews. lolol. alright. so drama. but sorry leh yi&jun. made you guys thot fer a sec that i've disappeared or made a runaway without my bags&books. lol.

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alright. those are not written today. haha. don have time to publish it up the other time.

finally the shui zhu is awake. and what time isit now. 0317pm. in the afternoon(: hahaha. msged me at 1056am. and somebody told me he jus woke up. (: " just woke up " and he disappeared fer a long long long time after that. until now. he's finally awake. sigh. cant blame la. its the worldcup fever. everybody's staying up THE WHOLE NIGHT just to watch all the matches. coolness man. lol. "coolness" so i guess the whole world must be in slumber now. preparing again for the night. lolol.

im totally bored today la. there's tuition this morning. cleared logarithms, trigo(: , quadratic functions. i left with irritating binomial. sigh. don care. you've got a date with me today(: im so gonna figure you out by today man. lolol. went to the library to finish one compre. and i cant stand the hunger and the boredom so got out of there. haha. never go studying all alone. well, at least not fer me. it's not my cup of tea. nope. haha. so, later im going back to do all my stuffs. what stuffs?...... aiya. go back den i'll list everything out. i so pray that i won fall asleep so early tonight... haw.

THER(:

i believe in you. ^{with all my heart(:}

please believe me again at 4:16 PM