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03 June 2006
03 June 2006
if u think it's alright, it is, and will be.
yeah, it's like swallowing a sour apple. swallowing the unhappiness as if there isn't any at all in the first place. but the thing is, ur thinking controls your mood, your actions, your reactions, your happiness. so all you've got to do is to control your thinking. u know? (: there's no point magnifying your unhappiness. ESPECIALLY when u know u bloody hell cant solve the problem. so, minimise it and come to terms with it. if u think it's alright, it is alright, and it will be. since u obviously have no other choice(:
going to evie's tmr. yay(:
"SO NOT WORTH MENTIONING." right. so what's worth mentioning? alright, look guys, i'm mentioning smth here in my post. mentioning this smth that the other party thinks it's not worth mentioning. thank you sam, love you man. your bloody cheem english always and the right actions. u know how i felt before that? attacked. i've never felt like that before. attacked. well, never mind. misunderstandings are there for us to clear, not deepen.
"you make time for what you love. the things you care about." yeah. yeah.. true. i dun believe that anybody will find time to go for things which are of no importance to them, i dun believe that anybody will leave people whom they love. i dun, we dun. if you dun want to treasure your things, the people around you. you are so gonna regret when they are gone. i'm telling you this. and watever you thought u have, will all be gone. those wrong things you involved yourself in, those wrong people you believed in will turn out to have no meaning watsoever. think wisely and do the meaningful things in life. treasure those things, treasure the people. before it's too late.and before i die, treasure me.
what if you arent' able to share whatever vision I have in the future.What if you can't understand my dreams?What would happen?It is essential to be able to share our dreams,but what if you wouldn't be able to understand mine?
well, i think i'm an un-understanding person when it comes to things i dun believe in, or things that i think makes no sense. but i know it's only right to respect. and like i said, you can't understand, den shut up. you can't respect, then switch off your unhappiness and get lost. otherwise, stay happy, smile. u know. i dun have much to say anyway, it doesnt make a difference. i've no say. and u just ignored what was obviously my unhappiness. why do i value so much when people dun care? it hurts you know, how u want to talk bout smth and address your unhappiness/happiness but the other party just seem so not interested, only caring bout what he/she has to say. well, it hurts. it tells how interesting a person i am. how interesting my stuffs are.jun, you're a bore. that is why i hate to repeat myself. it tells me how interested you are. u know, if it's so boring you dun even want to listen to me properly, i tell you what, dun talk to me. save all the shitty pain. it's not the first time. nth time.
but then again, i tell myself this. i'm telling myself this. u know what's right, you know what's wrong. you know what it is. it is what it is. dun doubt, give trust. many times i find it hard to trust people whose actions tells me otherwise, but then, trust means trust. even though my heart suspects. my actions shows i trust. i do. my thoughts, just wondering(: my silent thoughts. i believe words but actions tells me otherwise. significant or not, your actions tells me so. whether to believe or not, my heart decides so. hold tight, believe in what you believed in. dun let loose. unless the other party says so.
despite the above, sometimes the thing is, you keep assuring the person that he/she is important. but have u ever wonder how assured they are by your words? words. only words.
2e2 chalet was (:
shall talk bout it tmr or smth.
and i'll just have to hold on. despite the difficulty.
these are my silent thoughts. i have my private space too.
for my own thoughts.
love,
jun.
put yourself in my situation. think.
yeah, it's like swallowing a sour apple. swallowing the unhappiness as if there isn't any at all in the first place. but the thing is, ur thinking controls your mood, your actions, your reactions, your happiness. so all you've got to do is to control your thinking. u know? (: there's no point magnifying your unhappiness. ESPECIALLY when u know u bloody hell cant solve the problem. so, minimise it and come to terms with it. if u think it's alright, it is alright, and it will be.
going to evie's tmr. yay(:
"SO NOT WORTH MENTIONING." right. so what's worth mentioning? alright, look guys, i'm mentioning smth here in my post. mentioning this smth that the other party thinks it's not worth mentioning. thank you sam, love you man. your bloody cheem english always and the right actions. u know how i felt before that? attacked. i've never felt like that before. attacked. well, never mind. misunderstandings are there for us to clear, not deepen.
"you make time for what you love. the things you care about." yeah. yeah.. true. i dun believe that anybody will find time to go for things which are of no importance to them, i dun believe that anybody will leave people whom they love. i dun, we dun. if you dun want to treasure your things, the people around you. you are so gonna regret when they are gone. i'm telling you this. and watever you thought u have, will all be gone. those wrong things you involved yourself in, those wrong people you believed in will turn out to have no meaning watsoever. think wisely and do the meaningful things in life. treasure those things, treasure the people. before it's too late.
what if you arent' able to share whatever vision I have in the future.What if you can't understand my dreams?What would happen?It is essential to be able to share our dreams,but what if you wouldn't be able to understand mine?
well, i think i'm an un-understanding person when it comes to things i dun believe in, or things that i think makes no sense. but i know it's only right to respect. and like i said, you can't understand, den shut up. you can't respect, then switch off your unhappiness and get lost. otherwise, stay happy, smile. u know. i dun have much to say anyway, it doesnt make a difference. i've no say. and u just ignored what was obviously my unhappiness. why do i value so much when people dun care? it hurts you know, how u want to talk bout smth and address your unhappiness/happiness but the other party just seem so not interested, only caring bout what he/she has to say. well, it hurts. it tells how interesting a person i am. how interesting my stuffs are.
but then again, i tell myself this. i'm telling myself this. u know what's right, you know what's wrong. you know what it is. it is what it is. dun doubt, give trust. many times i find it hard to trust people whose actions tells me otherwise, but then, trust means trust. even though my heart suspects. my actions shows i trust. i do. my thoughts, just wondering(: my silent thoughts. i believe words but actions tells me otherwise. significant or not, your actions tells me so. whether to believe or not, my heart decides so. hold tight, believe in what you believed in. dun let loose. unless the other party says so.
despite the above, sometimes the thing is, you keep assuring the person that he/she is important. but have u ever wonder how assured they are by your words? words. only words.
2e2 chalet was (:
shall talk bout it tmr or smth.
and i'll just have to hold on. despite the difficulty.
these are my silent thoughts. i have my private space too.
for my own thoughts.
love,
jun.
put yourself in my situation. think.
please believe me again at 12:45 PM
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